"Im just saying this for you can know that I forgive you. You and your baby mother deserve each other. Plus your baby is wonderful. I know that we had a 7 year relationship and we haven't talked to each other for 8 months but I don't want to enter my new relationship without you knowing that I forgive you" she told me smiling. I could hear her voice breaking after the last sentence.
I'm glad that I have her forgiveness. I low key been beating myself up over the past 8 months. Feeling like I fucked up messing with Nesha. I love my child don't ever get me messed up on that but I don't love Nesha. Giving her a try after Skylar broke up with me. I do it for the baby. Scratch that I been doing everything for baby. Even Skylar set me on that.
8 months ago
"I'm looking for Jay" Nesha said with the baby in her hands. Not trying to be rude Skylar got me and I looked at Nesha all types of crazy. I know that I fucked up.
"What's we going to do about the baby. I'm sick of waiting. I need to know" She said. "I'm going to take care of it and that all you need to know right now."
"IM NOT GOING TO BE WAITING FOREVER BITCH. Fuck this shit I'm about to go" she yelled standing up. Next thing I know I see Skylar with a suitcase walking out.
The first thing I'm wondering is where in the hell she got that from. Nesha only came and complained for a few seconds. Nesha left and tried to slam the door but Skylar stopped it and tried to walk out.
"Stop" I said stopping the door. "We can work it out"
"No jay. We can't work shit out. If you was just sleeping with another bitch I would get mad and forgive you. But nigga you just went and had a whole Damn family. I can't forgive you for that. You think you can say one sorry and I'll just be a step mom and just suck all that shit up".
"You wouldn't be a stepmom I would watch the baby and take care of it" I tried explaining.
"No, it still wouldn't be right. How can put a smile on my face when you need to be putting a smile on your new born son face. You need to spend time with him and I don't want to get in your way. Just let me leave please. Just let me leave" she broke down crying. The strong woman I loved with a river running down her cheeks and I caused them. I'm glad I don't have a daughter cause I will murk a nigga if my daughter cried like Skylar did. Shit I want to beat up myself for what I did to Skylar but, what sense will that make.
