Same love (Its complicated)

Kallee (1)

As the soap goes over my eyes im still thinking of what my father said its burn into my head now "You are so gay lol" "Gays are gross there not even human" He always says not knowing I like girls and its weird I think its gross people think. "no one excepts me" I say out aloud forgetting I was still in the shower... I hop out and put my make up on grab a tan sweater and some black leggings. I look at my self in the mirror gross such a emo a voice in my head says gay it says again I shake my head and see how much money I have so I can re dye my hair black again its turning brown again. I walk  down the stairs and run to the bus. I sit up front and as we drive down I see a middle schooler with brown hair walk up the step and sit next to me "Hi why do you put so much make up on" she says "I dont know why do you ask so many questions" I growl " I think we will get along" she says as she steps off the bus. I get off the bus when it arrives at our high school, "Hey" I hear a voice behind me "what" as I whip around a tall petty girl stands there with blue hair and half of its shaved "I love your hair" she says and add quietly"where is the GSTL room" "what is that" I say "um, its the, *whisper* gay,strait,transgender and lesbian club" she looks around "I dont know" I say hoping to find where it is "oh ok" she says I walk away looking for it

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As the middle schooler hops on she sit next to me again "Hey I know we are not friends but I need to ask for a favor" she says "ugh what" I say regreting it because I can tell that she wants to take it back "can you help me with a prodject" she say her eyes soft again "what is it about" I say "um its about world peace and GSTL stuff if you know what it means" She says  "um ok how about we go to your house tomorrow" I randomly blurt out "cool im Abby" Abby says "Im Kallee" I say noding my head "I love that name" she says... I walk into my house my brothers music playing loudly "great he is home from collage" I say out loud "HEY LITTLE SIS" Brandon yells over his crap called music holding a sandwich "so where is dad" "Mom got married to a woman and dad got a girl pregant she is like 21 too" I say suddenly hating my dad "Oh woah gays man there sick like out of this world" He says drinking mountion Due "yeah gross" I say hating myself...