i feel so trapped
its like i can barely breathe.
im sick of the people closest to me.
suffocating me, taking every breathe i exhale.
to many people, all that are to close.
i cant speak, in fear of being demolished by the ones around me.
they think im insane, when they havent even looked in the mirror, not once.
then i see you.
i try to go to you, but you run away, like i was a problem that you didnt want to deal with ever again.
but i know that your only doing this to protect me.
to help me find the true world.
the one that isnt covered in this filth called humanity.
i just have to keep looking through this path i chose to follow.
