This is the day finally i get to hang out with someone. It feels so special bc its someone i like. I want to ask her how she feels about me , but i don't want to come off the wrong way and get butt hurt. As I'm waiting for the bus to come i sit and write a note to Heather. I don't want to hide anything from her. It feels like I've fallen in love with someone that doesn't even know me , but i know mostly everything about them. I tell her in the note how beautiful she is and how much i wish we could've spent time together and i also note that I'm dying. Maybe it's love i need to keep me living. Maybe the passion of love from family isn't enough, I'm grateful , but sometimes i want to feel loved by someone other than family ya know. The bus arrives 10 mins late like all the time. Everyone seems in a bad and depressing mood 😛. I could feel the same way to , but today i am not. I'm looking forward to seeing the loml. Well in my imaginations. I guessed i dressed nice , not as nice as she likes her girlfriend to dress or girlfriends 😐. I'm just wearing Adidas sweats and a tank top , pretty nice out today. Ahhh yes and i let my toes out. Those are really the only cutest thing on me.
