The girl of fire (Mithzan X Reader)

Part 1: running away

(Y/N)

You just finished recording a vid for your YouTube channel when your boyfriend Tyler walks in and punches you " I told you to stay the fuck out of this room, it has my items" he said and punched and kicked me. Later that night when Tyler was asleep I uploaded the video, grabbed my computer and mouse and all that and put it in a backpack, I realized that took all my money and had spent it so I just grabbed the backpack full of things and my phone and left.

~Time skip to when you are thinking~

You start walking to the bridge and listen to this song ( song up on top)and start singing along.

(Start song)

Just an average girl ,she always wore a smile

she was cheerful and happy for a short while

now she's older things are getting colder, life not what she thought she wished someone had told her.

she told you she was down and you let it slip by, so from then on she kept it on the inside.

she told herself she was alright but she was telling white lies, can't you tell? look at her dull eyes.

she tried to stop herself from crying almost every night, but she knew there was no chance of feeling all right.

summer came by all she wore was long sleeves, cause those cuts on her wrists where bleeding through you see.

she knew she was depressed didn't want to admit it, didn't think shed fit in, everyone seemed to miss it

she carried on like a soldier with a battle wound, bleeding out from every cut her body consumed

(By now you're crying while singing the song)

she had no friends at school, all alone she sat, and if someone where to notice she would blame the cat.

but those cuts on her wrists they where no mistake but no one cared enough to save her from this self hate

things where going down, never really up, and here she is now stuck in this stupid rut

she knew exactly what she had to do next, just stand on the chair and tie the rope around her neck

she wrote a letter with her hands shaking will "look at me now are you proud of your precious child?"

but she knew her parents weren't the ones to blame, it was the world that should bow down its head in shame

she stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon, just to think, it'll all be over soon

the chair fell as she took her final breath, all over all gone now she's greeting death

her mom walks in and she falls down to the floor, now nothing can take back what she just saw,

the little girl she raised is just hanging there, her body pale and face is violently bare.

she sees the note and unfolds it with care. All she does is stare "how can this be fare?"

she reads the letter as the tears roll down her face, "I'm sorry mum but this world is just not my place"

"I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in, but I've come to realize this world is full of sin"

"theres nothing for me here I'm just a waste of space, I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race"

"its a disgrace i was misplaced, born in the wrong time, and in the wrong place"

"its ok though cause you'll see me soon, you'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon"

"as it shines bright throughout the night and remember everyones facing their own fight"

" but i can't deal with the pain I'm not a fighter, you'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter"

" so let the world know that i died in vein and that the world around me, is the one to blame"

"and I know in a year you'll forget I'm gone, cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on"

" thats what they used to tell me, all those kids at school, so I'm going by the law majority rules"

" my presence on this earth is not needed any longer, and if anything, i hope this makes you stronger"

"you're the best friend that i ever had, its such a shame i had to make you so very sad"

"but just remember that you meant everything to me, and to my heart you're the only one that held the key"

"now its time to go I'm running out of space to right, and yes i lost my fight, but please just hold on tight"

"cause I'm watching you from the clouds above and sending down the purse and whitest dove"

"To watch over you and be my helpful eye, so this is it world, goodbye"

(song ended and you are bawling right now)

you get to the bridge and started thinking about all the things you've read on Twitter and heard from people about you. "Why is this bitch still alive, she's just a waste of air. You are a fucking whore, nobody cares about you, just go kill yourself. You are a horrible youtuber and will never succeed in anything other than being a fucking bitch." These thoughts went on and on and on. Soon you just dropped you back pack and posted on Twitter "well I guess that was my last video, and this is my last tweet. I'm disappointed in many of you. You hate on others, just because you can. You call them worthless, a whore, a bitch. What good does it do you?" You finished writing and posted it. you climbed over the edge of the railing and started to cry more as you got ready to jump. But before you can you feel someone grab you arm, they won't let go of you, for some reason they just keep holding on. You beg them to let go of your arm. They still don't. You just gave up. Well no peace for me I guess. I thought as I was pulled over the railing.

(A/N)

Well thanks for reading the first part, I put the cliffhanger in even though it is obvious who saves her, I hope you enjoyed and I hope you have a good day. BYEEEEEEE!