𝐈𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐘 │ 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐕𝐄𝐋 [✔]

thirteen.

JOURNAL ENTRY TWELVE ,

⠀hello again

⠀it's been a while

⠀i've been too busy destroying myself

⠀killing myself

⠀very busy

⠀too concentrated on getting rid of myself i forgot to write in you

⠀it's funny how bucky was the one to give this to me as a going away gift, a kind of companion when he wasn't here because he knew how lonely i was

⠀he knew that he was one of the only people i had

⠀i had steve, though... but he still left

⠀they all left and was never coming back

⠀they never come back they always leave and bucky knew that

⠀he knew that so he gave me you

⠀i miss him

⠀and i can't die

⠀i've found that i can't die

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