Goodbye / Destiel

PART 2: Why?

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"Hello Dean."
"It's been a long time..."

There is a flower in his hand. And standing right in front of me. My love, it covers my body. Here we go again.
I fell in love again.
Again, I'm shaking.
I'm still looking into his eyes. It's like the first day.

"Don't look at me please." I said.
He didn't answer. He just looked at me and said nothing.

I forced myself I wouldn't cry. Continued to look at. And began to talk.

"I miss you so much." he said.

When he's finished the word, I started to cry. I needed this word. They are both very. Loneliness had taken possession of my soul. For a long time in the dark had covered my face. You're my light. Save me from this darkness.

He came towards me. Stood in front of me. He held out his hand to wipe away my tears. I drew back and I didn't let it. I wiped my tears. I don't want to seem helpless in front of you.
"Why?" I said. "Why, Castiel?"
"Why did you come?"

"For you." he said.

"Castiel why are you lying?"

"I'm not lying."
After saying this, I got angry and I screamed.

"8 years ago I begged. You didn't listen to me and you went."

"Dean I'll explain everything."

"I don't want it." I said.
Again, I realized that I miss the tone. You were talking in front of me now. This was like a miracle.

"Do you know? You've ruined my life. I've waited 8 years for you. But you never called me back. You didn't come back. I didn't give up. Again, I waited. You left me alone. People will do anything for love. Why didn't you do something? You weren't in love with me?" I said.

"No, Dean. I loved you."

"Castiel years later, why are you here?"

"I still love you. Allow me to explain.We know that God is holy. But I feel the same way."

"What?!"

"You're right, I went up with my girlfriend. But I'm sorry, Dean.
Everything has changed since I left you. I've seen him. Shone. You won't believe, but I know that was real. Definitely I feel the spirit. Full of compassion, energy, and I feel great. I feel safe."

"You're being ridiculous. Do you realize what you said? Spirit, compassion? What Are you trying to do?"

"Dean. You weren't the only one who's lonely. I've done a lot of things. For example, I treated a boy with a touch of street. I watched the children playing in the park. Listened to people who pray. "Angels" there was a guy who calls.
I served 8 years. Like a soldier. I don't feel like a human being. Then I started looking for you. You're the thing that's very important to me. I found it without much hassle. I closed my eyes and when I opened it I was in this town. I bought a flower. I walked to where I feel and your energy. I can feel you. I can see your thoughts. You don't hate me. You love me. You're just mad at me."

"Cas..."

"Dean."

"Oh My God, Castiel!"
Surprised, he looked at me.

"What happened?"

"You're glowing!"

"What?" he said.
He was surrounded by light. Castiel didn't understand what was at. The light was hurting my eyes.

"Dean, don't look!" he said.

"Why?!"

Then a huge light engulfed the room.
He threw me against the wall.

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