And I Jumped

Jump

Chapter 1
My mind was falling all around the place, it had so many doubts about what will happen to to my family if I jump. I paused and sighed;lifted my right foot and .

"Jasmine your late for school" I jumped out of bed with my hair in my mouth I looked in the mirror and sighed and said to myself  " another day in hell " I hated school there are always those boys who commented on everything you did unfortunately that person they comment on every single little thing was me , great !

My world is such a happy world where we all hold hands and sing combyah. Oh Let's get back to reality. I got dressed and swung out the door on my way I met sky and Chloe  we were all talking about our test on Today I COMPLETELY FORGOT! Then that slipped out my mind I saw

Chapter 2
Depression

His dark up silk hazel hair with olive soft skin with the crystal blue eyes (what every bitch wants ) it was Jinson Brighton the coolest and hottest and probably the nicest one of all I'm feeling flirty even talking about this he is like Dan and Phil (you tubers ) he is that hot !

I had been feeling quite depressed lately for some reason like a known and it couldn't be untied  I felt like crying ripping my hair out I started cutting it felt good it felt like a good orgasm (jks) but it felt so good it got so good that it was addictive too addictive people started to look they started spreading round I got pointed at laughed at by the boys it was hard that's when my mum noticed

She took me to speak to some one they then diagnosed me with depression Great! More tablets and shit to take I felt worse than before I felt angry but sad that I had let my mum down as a failure as she look down and me and would be ashamed I started hearing voices in my head I started seeing things that I knew went there?

I started hallucinating people demons gods and numbers I told my mum and again down to the doctors

Chapter 3
Schizophrenia

I needed help and I knew it I went through a range of tests and doctors but that never helped I was tearing my hair out that's what lead me to think to jump. Nights and nights without sleep hallucinations on and off I had no sleep for a month

I fell out with my friends I had no one but my shadow my hallucinations I was alone had stuff chucked at me called Bich huluci girl I felt sad and careless I spent hours by myself at parks and in my room not knowing what to do ?

I felt different from everyone else so I planned for months I can do this many countless sites detaching how to kill yourself quick and less pain full

Chapter 4
I jumped

I sat my alarm to 1:00 that was when I was going to run . 1:00!!!! I woke up and got out of bed in my Pajamas and walked out into the darkens as without waking anyone up

I walked to the bridge

My mind was falling all around the place, it had so many doubts about what will happen to to my family if I jump. I paused and sighed;lifted my right foot and .

I dropped .