Hi everyone.
So this is my first attempt to a story here on Wattpad. Well, it's not my first story whatsoever but that was when I was 13 and as embarrassing as it could get ^^'
I'm just giving you the prologue for now.
Enjoy!
(Btw I started writing this in German but switching it up now as I go)
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We are on our way after he picked me up. It's just like everyday.
We don't talk and all I can think about is 'It has to be today. I got to tell him today!'
I really have to tell him. It's eating me up. But still I'm scared he might scorn me. I couldn't loose him.
As we get to my house I still haven't uttered a word.
I'm faking a smile when we say our goodbyes. He doesn't even notice and my heart sinks.
Who am I kidding? He will never notice. He doesn't know my feelings for him and he never will if I don't stop acting and open up my stupid mouth. He's not really good in reading emotions.
He knocks me out of my thoughts, says goodbye and leaves for the house next door. His home.
I am still standing where he left me as his front door falls shut, cursing myself.
Another missed chance!
It's always like. I'm a chicken. It's been weeks since I had a good night's sleep. He's just always on my mind.
Every night I think about what might happen if I'd just man up and tell him. There are thousands of different scenes in my head every night. Some with a positive outcome, others leaving me devastated.
They won't let me sleep.
How long has this been going on?
It has to stop! Oh gosh, how often did I think about this already.
I gotta tell him. I need to know how this will end. Desperately! Everything else will run me dry sooner or later - most likely sooner.
Tomorrow after the dance class I'll go ahead and tell him.
Tomorrow is the day that I finally open this mouth of mine.
Tomorrow is the day that I will tell my best friend that I love him. That I am in love with him.
I definitely will.
Wish me luck...
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I'm really curious about your opinions. Should I keep writing this?
I need to tell you though: In my mind I already know where this story is going and it will most likely not have a happy and (for sure actually) and there will be a major character death.
If you think I should resume I'd be really happy about some help. I'm not good at finding names for the two mains (or like everyone in there xDD) and the fact that the story started out as a kpop fanfiction doesn't really help at all since I don't want to make it a fanfiction. And if someone would like to make a cover for it I would be most grateful xD
Well, that's it for now.
I would love to hear from you! ^^
Nessie
