"Leave me alone"
I cried
"please stop teasing me!"
Shivering up and down,
I couldn't do a thing
Why am I so afraid of being left behind?
Sometimes I think that
"bravery"
just doesn't like me
We were the same,
We were both a dog abandoned in the rain
Reaching a hand,
I begged for him to know my pain
Holding him tight,
I whispered to myself as I was shaking in the night
"You're brave, and i'm not"
"We'll never have to use any words"
"Although I've still got things to speak"
I just couldn't see the tragedy soon to be
I heard it loud and soon had come to find
These voices that had knocked at my mind
"They're really rotten!"
"Cheat 'em and you leave 'em"
"You're the worst"
"Just die,
make my day!"
And all but me could scream inside
They just won't hear me,
listen,
or try
Not a word to swallow
left me feeling hollow
If I can't talk on the outside
then I'll cry on the inside
"Well this is what you get for holding on"
The haunting noise from lonely sung
And buried this in me because
"It's eye for an eye"
Another day,
the same they're cloudy minds will rain
Soaking me through,
I start to break and melt away
Never to stop,
I deal with whatever's on my mind
So I'm the monster who they're not allowed of
Running away,
I thought I could maybe escape
Standing in place would only make me suffocate
Dodging the daggers from their eyes
and being brushed aside
I flew away
and out of their sight to where they couldn't find me
Circling my mind,
I know
Is crazy
But there was nowhere to go home
And I was so afraid,
you know?
But so happy now because it's you I had found
I heard it loud
"I wait to hear the sound"
"That soon will paint my world up and down"
"Someone,
please I'm begging"
"Take me far away from the constant fear!"
"I'm so alone here!"
The "me" inside sad and cried
Picked up myself and left it behind
Another me started to shout
"Scared of what they're thinking?"
"Maybe you can never be brave and change what's to come?"
But knocking on that door "I know what's true"
And sure the story's soft and anew
I'll slowly turn that cover page and open up
Helplessly crying,
she was sitting there
"Day after day, it never will end"
"I dream that this whole world will break
To pieces plenty
but can't I do a thing!"
"I'm scared"
a feeling understood
"It hurts"
a voice I know too well and I should
Wouldn't it be nice if one day we could be saved like in a fairy tale
I broke out words,
knocked on your heart
This feeling's anew,
don't know where to start
We'll talk to each other
It doesn't matter
It's all alright
So please just don't cry
If "me" inside and I can laugh
Our hearts are one and are leaving the past
Maybe even now
"my heart that's saving others"
is something closer to "brave"
And as I know I'm turning every page
And moving forward everyday
I'll hear the voices from beyond that old door never again
Bloody0soul0reaper
