I was in detention but it was all worth it no one deserved to be treated like she was treated. I grabbed out my pen and figured I should write something to pass time.
" I ponder of something great my lungs will fill and then deflate they fill with fire exhale desire I know it's dire my time today I have these thoughts so often I ought to replace that slot with what I once bought cause somebody stole my car car radio and now I just sit in silence "
After an hour I completely finished just before detention was over. I looked over at the clock and counted the seconds. "10...9...8...7...6...5....4....3...2....1" I whispered to myself. The bell rang and we dismissed ourself from detention. I rushed to the school parking out lot and got inside my car and drove to Josh's house.
"Hey Guys I'm you all good?" "Yeah Josh but I can't this one girl off my mind and I don't know what to do"
She's not even thinking about you Tyler you're worthless no one would think about you. You're invisible you could die and no one would notice.
"STOP" I screamed in pain. I felt dizzy and light headed. "Tyler calm down, you know Blurryface is wrong" See no one cares about you. Your best friend is lying to you because he knows I'm right.
"JOSH STOP LYING TO ME" I took a deep breath and ran outside and got in my car.
All you need is me Tyler. But soon I'll be gone because you'll be dead.
"No don't say that blurry" i said softly. I put my key into the car ignition and and drove off.
I can't wait until you're dead everyone will be better off without you you got in the way of everyone.
"Blurry not right now stop please"
Why because you're worthless?
"Stop"
JUST KILL YOURSELF ALREADY TYLER
"NO STOP"
JUST DO IT
"BLUR-
-- SORRY I HAVENT UPDATED IN SO LONG!! I'VE HAD A LOT GOING ON AND I GOT A NEW PHONE AND I DIDNT EVEN THINK I WOULD GET FEEDBACK ON THIS. BUT I THINK THE GIRLS NAME IS GONNA BE RUBY THANKS TO ONE OF YOU GUYS :)) i love you all!! & if you ever want an update dm on Instagram @ alissanic24 or add me in sc @ lissani.c because I probably won't get notified on here . Stay strong I love you frens & sorry about the cliffhanger but stay tuned for the next chapter 🙂 and here I am being tumblr af
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