Love Fails

Meets the Jones

Jasmine

Its been 2 years no ones talks about it people ask but i don't say nothing im so numb ta death it didn't effect me when my own son died ion wanna get into it i been losing people left and right my whole life that's why im so tuff that's why i go so hard i been tryna get my family outta this hell hole since i was 14 i use to sell on the low for my uncle i had 5 brothers n one sister now i only have one brother and he incarcerated my sista died in 2013 car accident i seen my brothers get killed right in front of me and they telling me i know who killed them the mfks looking dead at me in court each time and i couldn't say shit about it but thats Chicago. Niqo was the name of my twin no one knew i had a twin he died in a drive by when we was 6 i lost Marcus when i was 9 walkin to the corner store everytime i walk pass i have a flashback of my brother pushing me to the ground tryna pull his strap out but was shot to the ground before he could even pull the trigger

i lost Devon when i 10 playin basketball at the park i seen a white car with tinted windows drive pass once didn't think nothing of it drive by twice didn't think nothing of it by the third time i tried to tell him but he kept playing fourth time the car slowed down and the windows rolled down slowly i yelld "Devon" all i kno is my cousin grabbed my hand and ran with me and i looked back n saw Devon laying on the basketball court with a bullet hole in his the middle of his head.

I fell in love at 14 lol it turned out he was using me to get to Joseph he was 16 i thought he really loved me one day he walked me home i didn't see him for a week after that the next time i seen him i was leaving the house with Joseph he was walking down the street he walked up on Joseph n pulled out his strap then a car pulled up 5 guys had hopped out Joseph shot Cory in his head Joseph told me go back in the house i tried to run in and the boys grabbed me Cj came out the house and started shooting they killed Joseph in front of us i had got shot in the foot ......i can't talk about that no more thats why im so numb to death

I let Cory stop me from dating i thought i was gonna lose Cj my only brother left my little brother i met derrick and he's the only person who know im glad i told him im glad i let him in even tho he got me in trouble with my granny got me pregnant and kicked outta my granny house i had to go live with my uncle my mother was addicted to the white stuff ya kno
My dad was in and outta jail n in and outta my life Joseph mother took me in when my uncle died i lost my brothers my sista my uncle my cousin my mom my pops n my son.....

But it effected derrick more then me i had to remind him why he was mad for a little bit a year after niqo death derrick blessed me with A healthy baby girl

Dimond January Jones

Bambi was like a sista to me but she left me and i went threw it i feel as if , if she was here niqo would be here two i cried for a day lala helped me so did kyro manman money Bibby ect amb moved with bambi when she found out that bambi was alive its just me n lala