from Hades

Maternity, unwanted

I love you, hate you

I wanted this to be true

But you kick me down

Everytime I crawl to your feet

I'd give you my life, take yours

Take your illness, your open sores

But you slam the door in my face

Mamma, why do you reject me so?

I've given up, can't win your love

This feels like punishment from Above

I never made you proud, did you wrong

I surrender, you broke me, you won

So say goodnight, my dawn is coming

You won't know when I'm going

But I hope you finally get peace

Away from the freak that loves you so