September 9th, 2016
Why did I have to ruin the best thing in my life? Every time I kiss her and when I sleep next to her guilt consumes me. I wanna tell her but I don't wanna lose her. She's my everything. Why? Why did my drunken mind find pleasure in another woman? When I had my whole world waiting for me at home.
I hate myself so much.
"Harry, are you alright?" She asked me as we watched tv.
"Just got some stuff on my mind." I shrugged.
"Do you wanna talk about it?"
"Not really."
"I love you." She said pecking me on the cheek.
"I love you more."
Each world burned my throat as it left my mouth. How could I continue to lie to her? Why am I such a idiot?
Harryx
