I hate how big my thighs are
I hate the number on the scale
I've tried to diet so many times
But I seem to always fail
I want so much to be skinny
My bones, I want to meet
Nothing else seems to work
Maybe I just shouldn't eat.
Don't tell me to love myself
But I can't manage that
I'm not anything special.
All I see is fat.
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Self Harm and Self Hate (Poem Collection)
PoetryTrigger warning. Mention or depiction of Self harm, suicide, depression, sexual assault, abuse All works from when I was 10-14 and very depressed.
