Important to the Important

I Can't Take This Anymore

{=Chapter One=}

x{Shion's POV}x

   "Shut up, shut up, shut up." I whispered to myself as my parents slurred their words downstairs. "I hate these bastards." the door shut loudly, so I relaxed in my sauna. I exhaled and fanned myself, "Why is it so hot?!" I grunted. As I listened closely to the room downstairs to see if the drunks were asleep. As soon as I knew they were, I quickly went down to the kitchen and grabbed a glass bottle of soda. "Maybe some midnight caffeine will calm me down." I popped the cap off and took a swig. I sighed and leaned against the counter while taking out a little picture from my back pocket, "I wish I could be there right now...with you." I teared up as I stared at the picture of the 26 year-old with bright green hair. I sniffled and put it back in my pocket as I ran upstairs and sat on my bed with the soda in hand. I grabbed my notebook and flipped to a blank page, grabbing a pencil. As the red and green mechanical pencil danced across the page, I whispered to myself;

Dear whomever gets this note,

     I'm sorry for what I have done. I just couldn't take it anymore...I was sadder than you ever knew. I wasn't happy, not like you saw. I was just a character in my one-girl play. I am even more sad because I never met the most important people in my shortened life. If you have any sort of way to reach them, please them that I'm sorry for leaving the world the way that wasn't intended. Tell them that I have always loved them and I still will. Please let them know that I will miss them so much. I love you Sean McLoughlin and Mark Fischbach...I'm sorry. I'm super sorry.

Love,

Shion M. Sonozaki

   A tear fell onto the page, leaving a stain. I placed the notebook and pencil down beside me and stared at the half empty bottle that was shaking in my hand. I downed the last of it, threw it in my trash bin, and went downstairs again with my note. I looked around the kitchen for something to use. I spotted the knife case, "I'm sorry, guys." I sighed and walk towards the counter. I slipped on some liquid that was left on the floor and fell backwards, "AH!" My head smashed against the stove. I looked around and saw a puddle of deep red slowly seeping out from behind my heads. I gasped and tried to yell out, but couldn't. All I could let out was a pained whisper, "Help..." Soon everything slowly went black and I passed out. I opened my eyes slowly, "Huh?" The first thing I saw was a bunch of roses. All different colours, red, blue, cyan...even lime green. "Wh-where am I?" I felt a hand grab mine and pull me up gently.

   "Woah." I looked up to see who the figure was. My eyes widened, "Hello, Shion." I couldn't speak properly, "H-hi..." An echoic chuckled came from the person. I pulled my hand away quickly, "Don't be shy." He grabbed my hand again and started walking, "Where are you taking me? Actually...where the Hell am I?" He smiled. "Well, it's not Hell, I'll tell you that." I giggled, "Well no shit. Hell doesn't have these amazing roses!" That little remark won a chuckle. I looked around in awe. We stopped in a big garden of flowers, "Ooh!" I ran to a big patch of multicoloured roses. I knelt down in front of a sky blue one, "This is so beautiful!" The person, who had a slight glow, walked over and knelt down next to me. "Yes it is. So is this one." He picked the one next to him and brought it over to me. I felt tears swell up in the corners of my eyes, "Lime green..." He nodded. One hot tear fell, "Green...S-" I started crying.

   Another rose bloomed right in front of me, "Red..." A whisper caught my attention, "You can't do this to them. They are waiting for you wake up." I looked up, "Wh-what?" He stood up, taking me with him. He walked me over to a big, gold wall, "This will show you what's happening out there as you lay on your potential death bed." A big scene appeared on the wall like a giant T.V., making me gasp. "It's alright, Mark. I'm sure she'll wake up soon." A sniffle came across, "How do you know? They said that she lost so much blood." There were two grown men sitting together. The one on the right was holding the other one tight with a sad smile, "Yes, but they are sure that she can still wake up and live normally. Just don't worry." The one who was crying nodded. I walked up to the scene, crying, and placed a hand the two intertwined ones, "I'm sorry..." I started crying again.

   "How did they know? How did they know what happened?" "The note. Your parents gave the note to the nurse and they did some searching and found their numbers. They told them everything." I gasped again. I backed away with wide eyes, "Is there a way I can go back?! Can I wake up?!" He sighed, "Only if you realize that it isn't your time to die and really want to go back." I nodded. "Of course! I wanna go back! I really want to! I'm sorry!" I dropped onto my knees and cried out, "Please! Let me wake up!" I covered my face with my arms and rested them on my knees. "Please..." Soon I fell asleep. I could see a bright light, even though my eyes were closed. I could feel myself breathe, I could hear my heartbeat. Am I back? Did I escape that ghost place? I hope so.  I struggled to open my eyes. I could hear the breathing of other people. Is that Sean and Mark? I need to wake up, now! I tried again, but had a hard time.

   I let out a quiet moan, trying to speak. "Huh?" I let out another quiet moan, "Mark. Wake up!" A groan came out from the left of me, "What?" "Shion. I heard a noise." I shifted a little, "S-..." I whispered. I was still very weak, "Shion!" Footsteps came close to the bed. I whimpered as I felt a warm hand grab mine, "Shion...? You awake?" I slowly opened my eyes and blinked, adjusting to the light, "Ow..." I heard a slight chuckle of relief. I opened my eyes again, "S-Sean...?" My hand was squeezed, "Ow!" I finally came to. "Sorry." He let go of my hand and wrapped his arms around me. My eyes widened and I blushed, "Sean? Mark?!" I stared up at the sad, but smiling face of Mark, "Hi." I felt tears fall and smile slowly grow onto my face. "I'm so glad you finally woke up!" Mark nodded, "Yea. You had us scared half to death, miss!" I giggled, "Sorry. I couldn't help it." Mark joined the hug, "Ow ow ow! Too tight! Too tight!" They let go, "Sorry..."

   The nurse came into the room as they apologized. "Miss Sonozaki, you're awake I see." I nodded slowly, in pain. She turned around and called down the hall, "Mrs. and Mr. Sonozaki, she's awake!" Fast footsteps came down to the room. "Oh my god!" or "Sweet lord!" Was charging into the room. My smile disappeared and turned into a disgusted look, "Oh great." I saw my short mother and tall father stand in the doorway with giant smiles. "Sweety!" My mother came running, "Shony!" My father called out before running after her. Sean snickered, "Shony?" I growled, "I told you not to call me that, Jeremy!" Mark raised an eyebrow. "You call your dad by their names?" I nodded, "Yes. I don't call them mum and dad 'cause I don't see them as my parents. Just drunk douches." I looked away.

  "Sorry." I growled again as I saw my mom get closer, "Stay the fuck away from me." Sean's eyes widened, "Shion!" I rolled my eyes and shrugged, "Nothing they haven't heard." They sighed and walked out the room. "That's right, leave me alone! Worthless excuses of parents." Mark was chucking as Sean gave me a slightly angry look. I looked down, "Sorry, Sean. I'm not the best child." He sighed and knelt down beside my bed, "It's fine. Just be a bit nicer, especially to your parents." He rubbed my head, making me smile, "Hehe." I nuzzled his hand, getting a smile. I let out a soft bark, "Hehe. You sure you're ok?" I giggled, "I think." I looked at the doorway and closed my eyes. "I don't wanna go back with them." His soft, comforting voice spoke, "I know, but you have to." I whimpered, "Can't I go with you or Mark?" Mark looked at me with shock, "Me or Sean? Like live with us?" I nodded.

   "Yea. I don't wanna live with them anymore. I wanna live with you guys!" They exchanged looks with each other. "I want to live with you guys forever." "Forever?" I nodded again. "You guys are the most important people to me and you make me happy all the time. I want to stay with my happiness forever." I gave them puppy eyes, "I want you guys to be my new parents." "What?!" I whimpered. "Pwease?" They looked at each other again and sighed, "Well, only if they let us. And only if you behave." I nodded, "I will! I will!" Sean gave me a look, "Promise?" I raised a hand and the other one was on my chest, "I pwomise on my souless grave to which the Devil can burn if I brake the pwomise." They raised their eyebrows. They nodded, though, and walked out of the room. Did I just ask Jacksepticeye and Markiplier to be my parents and they agreed?! Am I going to be adopted by the most important YouTubers ever?!