Oops

Chapter Three

It's been three months since I last saw Veronica. Nicki moved out of our room. My new roommate, Chloe, is as annoying as nails on a chalkboard. She never shuts up and she keeps the light on until four in the morning every fucking night. I hate her and I hate this whole stupid fucked up situation. Roni isn't allowed to talk to me at all. Not even a text message every now and then. It was a mistake and I'm willing to admit that, but her parents won't hear it. They're convinced that I got her drunk just to sleep with her and frankly that's bullshit. I'd never do that to her.
Nicki won't talk to me either. She thinks I betrayed her by sleeping with her little sister. Which I don't understand at all. Nicki is straight as a pole and it's not like she had a crush on me or anything, so I'm not sure how I "betrayed" her, but oh well. I've never understood Nicki's logic. She's a little out there sometimes truthfully. This is a whole new level of out there though. I still miss her crazy ass.
Honestly, I miss both of them. Roni wasn't as close of a friend as Nicki, but we still bonded at times. I had a lot more in common with her than her older sister. We like the same tv shows, the same actors and actresses, and we even have the same taste in music. Of course, I only found all of this out when we were drinking together. Which makes this whole thing even worse! We could have been great friends, but no. Her parents think I'm some sort of sleazy predator that was out for their youngest daughters virginity. Which she'd apparently lost at thirteen but no one knew that. Well, before she told me on that night.
I just don't know what to do. My grades are slipping, my parents keep asking what's wrong and I don't have an answer for them, and to top it all off, I've hardly left my room! I'm just unmotivated to do anything. All I want is to curl up in a ball and have this year be over. I want to talk to Roni so bad it hurts. It was one night, but that one night I learned so much and we had a lot of fun. And no, I'm not talking about the sex. I can't even remember that part. We had fun just talking and sitting around and then she kissed me and I have to admit, that was really great. I'm glad I remember that part. If I never get to see Veronica again, at least I'll always have that memory.