Forever Love, D.S.M

Letter Two- Love Dannie

Dear Rhodes,

I guess you found it! Very nice dearie! Okay, so I started writing this as soon as you left to get me junk food, even if the doctors don't like me eating it. McDonalds too, one McChicken, a hamburger and a large fri, right? Yeah, thats what I'm talking about! And you're going to get half the menu because you eat alot to feed your tall body. Once again, I'm telling you you need to model.

And don't you dare tell me that you're too clumsy! I've seen you walk in heels pretty child, and you rock those hoes. So where ever I'm going I had better see a few magazines and ads with your tall figure on it, deal? Good girl. Can't dissapoint the dead, and if you do I'll come back and haunt your ass!

Okay, I'm going to do that anyway. Tell me if you see any flickery lights or something, okay? I'm even going to write you a note somehow, deal? Okay, glad you understand now. Buy me some black lipstick and a big ass mirror, and a mirror you don't use so I can write you shit on it. You're kids are going to grow up in a haunted house pretty girl.

Anyway, do you remember how we hung out during choir in eigth grade? And how we did that freaking amazing duet of Tattoo by Jordan Sparks, then the guy I had been crushing on for basically ever kissed me that night? Can you punch him in the face for me, please? Thanks pretty! You would probably punch him anyway, but I want you to do it again ;)

I wonder if anyone is going to get jealous about me writing only you a letter, or basically a book. Oh! You should write a book too! You are such a good writer, and I want to read that book. You also have to star in a movie, make a music video, be an epic band, and live until you need help pooping. You gotta write it all down in a book once you're famous, then I can read it where ever I might be going.

I wonder what you'll name the band and what all your albums and songs will sound like. I know you're a kickass drummer, and Phenix has that voice to knock out a horse if she needed to. In the good way, of course. Remember us always telling her to shut up because she was making our favorite songs sound like shit? Oh, that was just me... Well then.

 Anyway, back to remembering things. Do you remember back in eight grade, the new kid Erick? He was just like that guy I was totally in love with, but cuter! Then you know how Phenix hit me and almost beat the crap out of me because he kissed me? Yeah. I was just thinking about that, and how everyone was like "Oh my god!" Except Phenix.  

Then how we kissed like, three days later and Phenix was about to beat my ass and I brought up your first kiss, the drug addict? She forgave me after that, and you were giving me death glares for about two hours after that. You can't stay mad at me for long darling! You just love me way too much for that, and we both know it.

So, you know how we have that psycic connection? The one where I know what you're thinking and you know what I'm doing at all times? Yeah, and I know you're thinking that I'm totally weird and bringing up fun things, then you made a huge mistake by dating the druggie... And you know that I'm smirking while I think about Mr. Addict.

Now you're rolling your eyes and shaking your head while crying, making me frown and want to hit you. But thats after I die. Right at this EXACT moment, while your being totally aggrivated by the people in line in front of you, you're thinking of how I can eat so much. Admit it, you were so thinking that. You're also thinking that Nurse Jackie will be angry at you and me, but it's so worth it to be a fatty with me.

OH! You're back, I know you are. I'm hiding this until you leave later, and you had better not find it until I want you to, and if you find it before I'm getting Phenix to kick your ass, okay? Okay. Yeah, you're so back. Nurse Jackie is yelling already<3

You left again! So here i am writing another letter as you pee, and by pee I mean hit on hte incredibly hot boy visiting his grandma two doors down. Cmon babes, why didn't you roll me over there, dammit!? He's just too darn adorable, even if he is a bit contry for me. I had tt admit that his camo hunting hat really did make him look cuter, and I'm only admitting this now so that you can't rub it in my face that i have a soft spot for rednecks.

I'm friends with you, right? Like I was saying, while you're down there flirting with the sad boy, I'm here thinking of the only person that ever got close to me more then Phenix and almost more then you. Yep, the boy you hated more then anything, my bestest guy friend who ever lived. The one who told me he was in love with me, then ditched me out on my ass. The one who I was dating when I wrote this.

And hopefully, the one who I'm still dating. My Trevor<3 I love him so much, and I know that you can't stand him because of the time when he went out with that one girl, but he's still my best friend and boyfriend and you're going to have to deal with that.

Oh, and one more thing before you beat my dead body to life, I lost my v-card to him. Yup. Now you're freaking out because I never told you about it, and you're freaking out because you STILL don't like him and you never will. I swear, I would have married that boy.

He meant so much to me, you don't even get it. There are things he knew that you still don't know. I might tell you in my last letter or something, if i feel like being nice. ;) And you know if I don't tell you, you'll get nosy and finally talk to Trevor so you can find out the dirt you missed out on.

And I know you so well, that I know you'd kill me if you could for making you talk to him, so I'm just going to tell you in one of my letters. Not this one, because I hear your jesus sandles slapping, and your gum chewing already.

I love you babes :)

Forever Love,

D.S.M <3