The Turn Back

Ariana's Bad Morning

Ariana opened her eyes, she saw a dark shadow about to turn on the lights, and as soon as they turned the lights on, she realized she was no longer living in the present (April 23) She realized, she had traveled back in time, it has always been her dream "Finally..." she muttered, for years she has wanted to go back, these where the golden ages of the WHOLE world, "these really are the golden ages" she looked out the window and saw her old patio, just to wake up, and realize it was all a dream. 

"GET UP FOR SCHOOL YOU FAT APPLE!" yelled her mother, who has always been abusive of Ariana ever since she found out she's depressed. 

"I'm going mother..." She closed her eyes, and then slowly stood up from her bed "Mom... I have a question..." she asked

"What?" she replied "this isn't another one of you're 2010's questions is it you witch!" she mumbled

"Mother, why can't it all be like it was before? Don't you just remember? The days? The people? It's as if in 2013, the whole world got gloomier, and I can't be living in this reality, I'd just love to go back... so many things to do, so many things to say, explore... I just miss these old times, everybody does deep inside their hearts mother, and I know you do to! You just don't show it, and I feel that" quickly, her mother interrupted

"Hahaha!" she laughed "Your monstrous speeches make me tear up sweetheart! keep on going, keep on going! Haha" she yelled out, while she cleaned the door in order to make it shiny. Ariana sighed "She doesn't understand" she thought to herself, she thought that the world would never realize how happy they were, how true everyone was, how much better were the old times. "SWEETHEART, GET UP, IT'S TIME FOR SCHOOL, ARE YOU GOING TO GO TAKE A STEAMY SHOWER OR NOT?" she screamed in her ear

"Mother, I'm not your pet..." she ran into her closet, and closed the door furiously, she turned the shower on and went into tears "The world doesn't understand! I may not be right all the time, but I am right about this!" she talked to herself, she did it regularly because it was a way to express herself. It was a way for her to truly feel normal, she knew that there was nothing like the old times. While her mother thought she was taking a shower, Ariana was drawing on a paper that said "RIP 0 BC - 2012 AC = The Happy Times" she wrote, she knew that it was right, she wanted to go back, feel the fresh air, see the old people, the old structures. She took her clothes off and went in the shower, her face as red as a tomato, and she started singing "If only I'd go back in time..." and all she had going on in her mind "Why don't people understand? I may not always be right, but about this I am!" she looked depressed "I just need to go back! One way or another" she heard someone knock on her closet door, and attempt to open the door.

"Honey! It's time for school! Hurry up or I'll leave you here!" her mother thought she had given everything to Ariana, money, friends, love... she would never understand why she missed these 'old times' "Sweetheart, its hard for you to accept, but these old times aren't real... it's just a dream you have!" she heard no response, the shower suddenly turned off "Look, there is no such things as happy times, there is such thing as different people, there is no such thing as good or bad, there is such thing as interoperation, there is no such thing as sadness or happiness, there is such things as imaginations" the door opened, Ariana came out dressed with her clothes, a black and white striped top with short blue shorts 

"Just shut up already mother" and she walked away, her eyes looked so bitter, and as if she wanted to die slowly in a room, full of bitterness, sadness, and dead people. She walked off, and got onto the car very quickly. Throughout the whole way to school, Ariana didn't say a thing, she stayed quiet until she got to school, 'happy thoughts, happy thought' she thought biting her lip 

"Bye Ariana" said her mother, right before Ariana smashed the car door in her face, even that surprised her "What?" she mumbled to herself, she drove back home, bursting into tears... while Ariana, was at school... Thinking about these old times, making herself sadder and sadder.