Why can't I see her now?
I miss her you know but I've never actually met her, well the real her anyway.
I try to talk to her but she just looks over me, sometimes it's a good thing because then she can't see the way I stare at her.
It's kind of stupid this crush I have, but it doesn't feel like a crush it feels more like a cloud of admiration has clouded my judgement of the real world and all I can see is her.
I wish I could control my emotions more because everytime I talk about her or talk to her, face to face my cheeks turn into bright red tomatoes.
The worst thing about this whole thing is, I only have two more months to see those gorgeous eyes and that beautiful smile,
then she's gone forever.
