A Memory Of Nothingness

A Memory

He walks around, just like he normally does everyday, he goes to his classes, eats lunch, and talks to friends, or so he had thought. He couldn't put his finger on it, but for some odd reason, people would start to stop talking to him, they would start to ignore him. One day, when he got to the table, he said "hi" to his crush, she got up and started to walk towards him opening her arms, this made his heart skip a beat and made him happy, he opened his arms for her. She walked right past him, he turned around to see the guy that threatened his chances for her, Jermone, then what he saw and heard next killed him, Alice said, "Hey baby, I missed you!" and after that, they kissed, not just any kiss, a deep kiss. He was destroyed and cried out with tears rolling down his cheeks, "STOP IT!!!", they paid no attention to him, she then lead his hand inbetween her legs and said, "please, go ahead and play with me alittle while I play with yours which is way bigger than Adan's" another girl chimed in, "oh yeah, remember how we said how small it was and he ran off? What a loser" Alice nodded kissing Jermone again as he started to grope her boob. He was screaming at the top of his lungs for them to stop, but they didn't.
He ran away as fast as he could, he ran to the second floor and stopped at the railing looking down still crying. At that moment, the group that he sat with walked by and pointed to the rail he was standing at laughing and Jermone says, "Remember how that idiot jumped off there and committed suicide? He did everyone a fucking favor, no one misses him, what was his name again?" everyone shrugged when Alice said, "It started with an 'A' I think". When he heard this, his heart skipped several beats, he looked down and at that moment, he remembered everything, how he committed suicide, how instead of someone helping him and telling him not to, everyone gathered around and told him to do it, even the faculty. He jumped, it was a quick death, it was at that moment, he learned that he was barely a memory, a memory that no one would remember, so he did the most logical thing. He jumped off again and this time, he forgot who he was himself, a memory that was no longer a memory.