Is it ok?

Short story: Is it ok?

       I don't know what I'm feeling. Why is this happening to me. I don't know whether this is wrong or right! Is this ok?
   Having feelings for the same sex. I can't believe the words that come out of my own mouth. I, Amy Whither have a crush on Colette Marin. How is this even possible?
  I never saw myself being in this position. What if people find out? As of right now I have 99 problems in my head and 98 of them somehow include what is going on this point in time. 
  I always used to choose to be unstoppable. To be bigger then my concerns and worries and to let the strength of others inspire me to do great things. But now, I feel as if I am in a small room and the walls are closing in. I know this isn't true but I feel that I am the only one. It doesn't help the situation any further by adding in I can also talk to my late sister. Jennifer was always there for me and after she died, I realized she was still going to but there. So, still to this day, Jennifer helps me. That's why I want to be the first to tell her. Tell her that I am bi-sexual.

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     Let me just say, the minute you think of giving up, think of the reason why you held on for so long. I never thought I had the courage to tell Jennifer, but then I realized that being bi -sexual is ok . If anyone wants to judge you for your sexuality just remember, they have somethings going on in their life too. Everyone does. And when I found that last bit of courage to tell Jennifer I told her. And it was the best thing I have ever done. Since then I have told my mom and she accepts me for who I am. I could not feel more blessed and thankful then I am at this point in my life. If you have something going on in your life and you need the courage for it just remember, you can never cross the ocean unless you have the courage to loose sight of the shore.