One Last Time

37- S.P.G

" ahhmmm, i wanna sleep .na. maybe later na lang. Sorry, if i cant take you home tonight. Alam na ng driver na ihahatid ka nya pauwi"

She smiled and kiss me on my lips.

" You sleep na, babalik ako dito mamaya to bring you dinner. Just rest now" at tumayo na ito.

I felt a fang in my heart. Bakit di ito nagpaalam sa akin na sasabay ng dinner kay Quentin , when earlier, i heard her supposed-to-be asking permission from me na sasama silang mag ina ko kay Q. But then, i told her the words for her to remember me.

" I love you Sarah" and i closed my eyes. No response from her-as usual. Never did she ever respond to me. Im still waiting. I will be waiting till the day will come when she will tell me how much she loves me. I am going to wait for that day to happen.

Nang naramdaman kong nakalabas na sila. I asked my men to follow their whereabouts. Nagbihis akong muli at sumunod sa restaurant na sinabi sa akin kung san sila nag didinner.

Hindi naman malayo mula sa opisina ang naturang restaurant. Ive been there. I know the place, alam ko ang pasikot sikot nito. The owner is my friend. I saw my family having dinner with that bastard. My son's so happy while talking to this man. Even my wife seems to enjoy everything.

Lumugar ako sa isang mesa na katapat ng mesa nila. But my place is hidden from theirs, not unless if i stood up and move a meter to my right, tiyak kita na ako. Dinig ko ang lahat ng kwento nila mula sa lugar ko. Dinig ko ang halakhak at tawa ng anak ko, ganun din ang sa asawa ko.

I heard every word Quentin have told my wife. Everything. At di ko na kaya pang magtimpi. Im about to confront them pero nagpigil ako. I cant afford to lose the trust Zeke and Sarah gave me. This is my only chance para makuha kong muli ang pamilya ko.

I decided to leave the resto and head home instead.

Nauna na akong nakauwi sa kanila. And it's been more than 2 hours before i heard the sound of a car haulting infront of the gate. Alam kong sila na yun. Kanina pa ako nakaupo sa gazeebo, . From where i am, i could clearly see Zeke being carried by Q.

Ilang sandali pa ang lumipas ng makita ko ang paglabas nina Q at Sarah. I could hardly hear what they are talking from my place.

Akmang ihahatid lang naman ito ni Sarah, but what crushed my world was when Q kissed my wife.!!

He kissed my Wife!! Gusto ko man silang lusubin, pero ang katawan ko di gumagalaw. I couldnt step my feet at sobrang nanghihina ang tuhod ko. Any moment, tutumba na ako. Ang sakit sakit. Sobra.

I saw how Sarah stiffened from the kiss,but Damn it, she didnt push him!!Tang iNa talaga!!

Shit lang!!

I saw Quentin had a small talk with him At niyakap nito ang asawa ko. And what fuckingly hurt me the most was when Sarah hugged him back!!! I wanna kill the man!! I really really wanna do it,bare handed!!!

Galit na galit ako. Im so furious right now. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko, Natatakot ako, . I dont even know why im scared. No, i know exactly why im scared. Takot ako na baka sumama ang mag ina ko kay Quentin. Natatakot ako na iwan ako muli ni Sarah. No No .i wont allow that to happen. Hindi. Hindi pwede!!

Pero, the kiss!! Shit!!Naghalikan sila!! sa harap ko!!Punyeta lang..

" matt" i heard her call my name

Galit akong lumapit dito. I saw how frightened she was.

" Matt.. please.."

" please what???!!" diin kong tanong. Buong pwersa kong hinawakan ang braso nito at tuluyang hinila palabas ng bahay.