You're suppose to be my best friend. We were closer than family we were THE family. Summer days we spent together, last nights we stayed up together....... And then he came in. I introduced you two to each other. You were happy so i was happy. Then as it went along you became distanced i try to be the family we once were but you kept pushing me away. And Then it ended the relationship was over. and you didnt come out the same. Every night i heard he made you cry it made me wanna punch him. it made me hate him. and now i think you hate me you take all your anger out on me and i dont know how much more i can take. i would jump in front of a car for you. But i dont even know if you would get up to help me. you yell at me........ you hurt me. i love you but you seem to not care. i feel like you dont see me as family anymore. you say to me you care but you never show it. actions speak louder than words. i could promise you anything in the world but it will never mean anything until i do the promise. I care for you, i love you, I'll kill myself for you. but you just hurt me and feel less than other. you make me cry at night and question what my life is worth. we have said that when i have kids you will be their godmother. and now i question will you even be there when i graduate high school.
