April fools took a turn for me.
Many things went wrong and I just wish to end it.
April 1st was the day I wanted to die.
The day I was finally ready to take my life.
Until you called me as I was walking to my own death.
You found me walking aimlessly around the town without a single care for my safety.
You followed me to the cemetery Where I planned to take my life. You sat with me by my favorite headstone and you didn't say a word. You let me sit and think.
You followed me to the forest where I sat in a tree for hours. Still not saying a word.
And then you walked me home in silence. Even though you said nothing I found a way not to take my life. You didn't talk me out of it in any way but you being there seemed to changed my mind for the moment. Until you leave and the feelings come back. I just can't seem to be alone anymore.
