Will You Come After Me If I Walk Away?

I don't dislike you

A/N: The art above and for the cover isn't mine. Credits to the artist.

It's like this everyday of my life being taunted and I can't do anything about it. I never realized that everything I do just makes everybody even more pissed. I finally got the message after a few years, what I don't get is that why is my heart and mind betraying me? I should never fall for the bully but, I've realized that every time he comes near me ,every time I think about him, and everything related to him, everything, makes my heart pound💓. And here he is again calling me weird and other hurtful names but, I don't care because I would still like him anyways...

He drags me into a secluded area. He comes near me, I can practically hear my heartbeat in my ears and he leaned down, closer and closer to my lips, I close my and and expect and kiss but...I knew it was too good to be true. He laughed at me and said "Haha! You should've seen your face! Hahaha! Why would you think I'd kiss a weirdo nerd like you?! Haha! I have totally hot cheerleader girlfriend ,I don't need a stupid girl like you! I HATE YOU! Haha!" And for the first time ever I slapped him in the face ,he looked surprised...but so was I.

The tears flowed out already I managed to say something"Is this how you treat somebody who put up with all of your stupid shit?! I HAVE LIKED YOU ALL THIS TIME AND YOU WOULDN'T DO AS MUCH AS TO LEAVE ME TO SUFFER IN PEACE!!!😠" I realized everything I said and started to smile sadly.
And whispered:

"Of course you'd hate me..."

He started to walk away I felt a pang of sadness and cried harder.

Then he turned around the same as I turned to walk away and thought to myself. Would you come after me if I walk away?