Mariah POV:
August: "Yea. Shit is right..."
I grab my bag from tha driva and walk past August. I open my doe and walk in then he closes tha doe. Maybe if Ion spaz...he won't. So Imma juss sit on tha couch. And listen...
August: "I'm pissed tha fuck off..."
I look at him
August: "You got dat fuck nigga answerin' yo damn phone! So I guess dat means y'all back ta'getha, huh?"
Me: "Why?"
He juss looks at me wit a straight face
August: "Are you pissed off at me?"
I shake my head
August: "Nahhhh. I think-No. I know you're pissed off at me"
Me: "Why would I be pissed?"
August: "Cuz of what I said ta you. Dats why. And you're holdin' dat shit against me like I wanted ta make you feel a certain way..."
Me: "I'm not mad, August. Tha last thang I said ta you was happy birthday and sent chu a gift. Na if you take dat as bein' pissed off at chu...then dats how you take it. I'm sorry you think I'm mad...I guess"
August: "Mariah. You're pissed off at me. And you know you are. I know you like a song. So I know when you're pissed and not ova shit. You're juss coverin' it up. Cuz otha wise you woulda got back wit him befoe even comin' ta see me"
Me: "I'm not mad. You made it clear...yeen ain't wanna get back ta'getha. Okay fine. So why be mad? Was I hurt? Yes. Mad? No. But tha moment I'm open ta fixin' us...you listen ta Nae..."
August: "It was tha best thang ta do, Mariah. It was a good intention. Not a bad intention"
Me: "I figured dat out two months lata. So....I figured since we were juss "friends"...it woulda been okay ta move on"
August: "So you move on ta tha nigga dat fucked you ova?! Dat was dumb as fuck"
Me: "You really don't wanna go there wit dat dumb as fuck shit. You should be tha last person ta talk about dumb. Why tha fuck would I wanna sit around and wait fa nigga like you...when you made it perfectly clear...dat chu ain't want a relationship? Two months went by and yeen ain't say shit. Two whole months. No call. No text. No nun! And you want me ta feel guilty bout bein' back wit Kordero?!"
August: "I was givin' you yo space! I came hea'...you were gone. I call. You ignore. I text. You ignore. Turns out you wit dat fuck nigga!"
Me: "Well. It doesn't really matta na. I'm ova it. Cuz afta you said what chu said...I knew there was no point..."
August: "So you'ont care?"
Me: "Nahhhh. Not really. I washed my hands of it"
August: "You can't sit there and say you'ont love me. Dat you're not in love wit me. And dat chu don't care fa me. You wouldn't be able ta say dat even if you were bein' forced"
Me: "Like I said. I washed my hands of it"
August: "He's juss yo rebound. Right na...yeen thinkin' clearly. You have common sense, but chu not usin'em. Cuz ain't no way in hell...would you get back in a fucked up relationship wit a nigga dat put his hands on you in a violent way. Especially since I know bout yo past. Dats juss stupid..."
I sigh and continue ta look at him.Then I notice dat he sees and he points at it
August: "Tha fuck is dis shit?"
Me: "Why?" I asked hidin' my hand
August: "Tha fuck you mean why?! You stop fuckin' wit me fa two months and you got dis shit on yo hand?!"
Me: "I'm not marryin'-"
August: "A ring is fuckin' ring! Ion give a fuck what tha meanin' is! Why tha fuck would you even deal wit him?! Matta fact! Why tha fuck would you take dat damn ring?! Did you fa'get he bruised yo back?! Did you fa'get all tha times he called you out yo name?! Did you fa'get tha fact dat he cheated on yo ass when he was gone?! Did you fa'get bout all tha shit he done ta you?!"
I juss roll my eyes
August: "Roll yo eyes all you want, too. Imma tell ya na...you gon' regret tha shit"
Me: "What makes you think dat?"
August: "Cuz you're stubborn as fuck and you like ta learn tha hard way. Don't chu think I would know dat fa my damn self?!"
Me: "Ion see why dis bothas you so much! Aug! I came ta you. You were tha very first I seen! I came ta you cuz I wanted you. I was willin' ta have a relationship wit you. And you said no! Do you know how dat made me feel?!"
August: "So you run ta yo fuck boy ass ex?!"
Me: "At least he did show dat he cares! Since you do know bout my past, then you would know dat I felt unwanted by you! I needed someone ta talk ta me or sum'n'!"
August: "Well if love me like you say ya do! Then you woulda came ta me!"
Me: "What fa?! Juss so you can remind me dat chu don't wanna be in a relationship?!"
August: "No! You shoulda came ta me cuz I wanted ta be in a relationship! Dats what I'm hea' fa! Ta comfort you when you need it! Talk ta me! Cuz tha nigga you fuckin' wit can't do shit fa you!"
I juss look at him
August: "So if you woulda answered yo damn phone you woulda known dat. But instead! You wanna be wit dat fuck nigga! Well he can keep yo ass cuz Ion want shit ta do wit chu! Period! Fuck you! Fuck him! Fuck y'all relationship! And fuck er'thang else y'all got goin'! Cuz I could give a fuck about it. Don't hit me up when he start fuckin' up. And I mean dat shit..." He said walkin' off
Me: "Aug-"
Then he slams my doe. I'm so pissed off. And I can feel my eyes tearin' up. So I start pacin' back and forth. But dats not workin'
Me: "FUCK!" I yelled punchin' a hole in my wall
Tha fuck I juss do?
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My mind literally went blank in tha middle of typin'. So I just kept typin'. So excuse any errors.
I WON'T BE UPDATING FOR ABOUT A WEEK! THA NEXT UPDATE WILL BE AFTER APRIL 9! I have a lot going on in my family. And it's all fuckin' with me so my concentration isn't all there. So after April 9....you will get an update.
