Ava is the horse in the picture, and that's me riding her ( in 2015 summer)..
Ava's death day - One day I woke up, my 'best riding buddy's mom told my mom that Ava had died and they had heard from a email. When my mom first told me, I didn't really get it throu my head, I was like okay! And didn't noticed and realize she was acutally gone.. Forever. She had died of cancer. Cancer took away many people from my family... Small rodents ( our pets ), almost our dog! (Which she is dead now ;-;), my uncle and many more... And now my horse?! I actually had a friendship with it like all the other pets that died, one of my small rodent died in my arms! 😢 Now Ava had to go? I was looking forward all year until now... I still look forward to seeing her in heaven... Even if I don't remember her she will always be hidden in my heart❤️... I remember her tall body.. Her face... Her long neck that would always come over my shoulder and I also remember struggling to get the saddle on her 😌... Good times. I told people in my school no one seemed to care... Even if they did I didn't believe them... Ava was a good friend...
I relized about 3 days ago that Ava was acutally gone.. When listening to ; Kim yoon - Novemeber. It's broke my heart😩.... I want her back! Come back Ava.... You could've lived longer....
I miss you.....
Why could've they have told me she had cancer...
I remember I had a drawing , bookmark, like 20 pictures of Ava... And right now I'm just crying in my room writing this...
Listening to Kim yoon - Novemeber ;-;
Jesus help me throu this I cried to about 3 days.... ;-;
~ Rider❤️🐴😩
