scarlet forever:
ugh!!
Waking up at '5:30 a.m' is something I didn't enjoy to happen each morning.
My mind has exploded with reasoning and questions to why, I have to get up and get ready for something I don't like.
But being me was hard...I get judge because I'm not like the others.
Groaning, I stayed in bed for an extra five minutes. I wasn't up for washing my face since I did it the night before.
- five minutes passing-
I finally got the strength to get up and get ready, so I rolled out of bed, making my way to the bathroom.
Looking into the mirror, I saw someone totally different. It was an ugly girl who didn't like her own-self.
She was bullied each and every day. She wanted to leave the world, but knowing it would put others in pain.
Sighing, I turned the foist on brushing my teeth while thinking.
Thinking how today is gonna be like...is it gonna be like the other days or different?
Once again sighing, I spit the remaining toothpaste out my mouth, and washed my mouth out.
I then shut the water off and patted my face dry, wherever the water went.
Then I shut the lights off and shut the door. I then sat down at my vanity, grabbing my makeup and began with the regular routine.
I first applied my BB cream along with concealer. Blending everything out, I did my eyebrows and contoured slightly.
Afterwards, I did my eyelashes and finished up my look with lipgloss.
Putting everything away, I got up and began to put some Bath&Body works lotion on that's rose scented. After that I put on some deodorant and headed to my closet.
I knew that I was gonna struggle finding an outfit to wear.
So spending half my time I couldn't find nothing. It made me lightly mad so I went to ask my mom for help.
- downstairs in the kitchen -
As I entered the kitchen a strong aroma was filling the air. Eggs and bacon, yum! As I walked to my mother, she sat a plate down for us two and began talking.
"Need help?" My mom smirked, knowing I needed help.
I slightly nodded eating my food rather quickly. "Well you continue eating, I'll find an outfit okay?" She spoke again and I nodded.
Watching her presents leave the kitchen, I finished up with eating and set my plate in the sink.
Then I turned my heels and walked up the stairs to my room to once again, to brush my teeth.
- in her room -
As I was brushing my teeth, my mom was searching my entire closet.
"Okay so here it is," Savannah spoke and headed my outfit with shoes.
-her mom's name is Savannah-
"Thank you so much!" I hugged her tightly and set the clothes on my unmade bed.
