Life has been hard, very hard the news has only just kicked in. You see 3 nights ago we were told. I guess I knew what was going to happen but I've never really thought about it this way I mean what if she happened to go fast, what's going to happen if she leaves. Right now I am crying, and my little sister comes in and was asking why and I explained that I was scared, she doesn't get it she's just too young. So many thoughts are just running thought my mind right now this is all so overwhelming. I've never felt this way before about anything and I mean nothing has got to me like this. What makes it worse as this has been going on for a while and I never knew or even expected a thing. I know know what everyone else that this has happened to feels like. You see two of my friends have been through this but they were younger and didn't know as much as what I do because I'm older now.
I just hope that my Nana can pull through and beat this cancer! X
