The Lies In Between Lines

Chapter 1

"Life so hard i cant even breathe,
Where ever you are reach out to me, My life's a mess can't you see, Please take me from this misery."

I try to picture my life as a movie, with the happy endings and all that good stuff but I knew my life wasn't a fairytale but nobody knows how badly I wanted it to be just like the movies. It seem like every scene in the movie had a climax with no resolution so you better believe i had to make something happen. I wasn't a loser nor a winner but i knew I had to do whatever is possible to get on top. When i was younger i didn't know imagination from reality and I liked it that way things were so easier. Until I actually met reality and it even had a name "Honesty" and it was even funnier that was her name because all she did was tell lies. She's the whole reason I entered the lying game and was the champion of it. When I started hanging with her I knew she was trouble and I promise you I didn't care she had everything I wanted or atleast thought I wanted. She was living the life as far as I was concerned. And I was invited into that life the moment we first had a real conversation. I first met her at the mall, she was by herself and I liked her style so i gave her a compliment. I said ,"Aye I like your shoes." "Who me?" I said surprised. "Yes you I like your style, I never seen a girl around with anything you got on," I laughs and respond ," Is that so?" she looks at me as if she was analyzing me. "What's your name?" she asked and I replied and said ,"Jasminee and what's yours?" "Honesty, it's corny isn't it I always tell people my name is Hannah like the black Hannah Montana, but I like you so you like the first to know my name besides my parents of course. To be honest they don't care what I call myself." I saw trouble all over her face but I just wanted a friend and she said she liked me and that was good enough for me. You might say im settling for less but this ain't no relationship or nothing just a friendship, I mean really who don't have a friend that's not good for them? Exaxtly! So I asked her did she want to hang out later but sadly she said ,"No." I was mad then she continued by saying ,"Unless you wanna hang with the big dogs," of course I laughed who compares themselves to dogs. "Who is the big dogs? And how do they hang?" "I can tell you too young-minded so nevermind" she says with a smirk on her face. I immediately said,"No, I'm cool I can hang with the big dogs what time and where do you want to met?" She said,"Your house and 9pm." I was embarrassed of my house and that was late too. But I really wanted to hang with her so I said," 9 is okay but imma meet y'all by the library, it's right around the corner from my house." She said "Okay!" then we went our separate ways.