This chapter will be longer than the rest
If you haven't read the first book "sunshine" go read it now
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I've never really thought about sexuality that much, I've always figured it doesn't really matter you love who you love, but I don't really know because I'm stuck in this hole and it's all Tyler's fault
With his pretty smile and pretty face and soft hands and pretty brown eyes and perfect- FUCK
I am not gay
I don't want to be
Tyler is gay and I don't even really care, but when it comes to questioning yourself its so much different.
I have to give tyler credit for getting through all of that.
I do not think I like boys but ever since I was little everyone always says that I do and now when people ask and I say "no I'm straight" the laugh and say "you're so bi" or "lol okay and I *insert something Impossible*"
But I am straight.
I think?
My life is a mess but I have good friends and we have a good time and that's all that matters right now
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LOST ✿ Joshler
FanfictionTyler and josh have been best friends since kindergarten Now they are in 8th grade josh is getting lost trying to find himself He wishes he could be like tyler, openly, and happily gay.
