Sometimes I wonder Why
Why I care so much for this girl
What makes me so happy with her
She has a boyfriend
She has plenty friends
So why?
Why do I keep trying for her?
She's happy with her boyfriend
She's happy with her friends
And yet I can't stop
I can't stop caring for this girl
This amazing girl
Why do I resort to such measures
As writing things instead of telling her
I can't have her
It's obvious she doesn't like me
Not in that way at least
Probably in no way....
She ignores me as if
As if i never existed
As if I'm not here
As if I mean nothing
But somehow
I can't stop
Why do I continue to try
Even when it's impossible I try
Oh yeah that's why
Because that smile starts to cry
Because there's a teardrop in her eye
Because her smile is so bright
Because I wanna be there day or night
Because when I look at the sky
Her smile appears inside my mind
Because when I think that I'm done
Her smile shines brighter than the sun
This is why I try for this girl
This is why I care so much
This is why I want to be with her
This is why I keep trying and trying
And trying
And trying
And trying
But what can I do for her?
What can she possibly gain from knowing me?
How can knowing me make it any better
Oh that's right.... It can't
So why do I try
Why do I continue to try
I don't know
I truly don't
Maybe I have to find out
Maybe I can't find out
Respect her relationship but....
How can you respect someone
That treats a diamond like a rock
That treats a dog like a mouse
That treats a dollar like a penny
That treats her like another person
But he makes her smile right?
He makes her happy right?
He makes the pain go away right?
He stops the tears
He kills the fears
He gives her cheers
So why?
Why doesn't it feel right
I'm selfish
I'm angry
I'm sickening
I'm useless
I'm annoying
I'm terrible
But I still care
Why?
Because....
I love her...
