the sunlight hitting my eyes woke me up and I feel Nathan's arm still wrapped around me and I don't move away instead I get closer and listen to his heart beat..the sound makes my adrenaline rush and my cheeks turn light pink and then I whispered "Nathan I have feelings for you, not the normal kind I've had my whole life. I mean the kind that makes me want to kiss you till the end if time" just to practice saying it to him and then I felt his hand move up to my face as he moves stand of hair that was in the way of his view of my eyes
"I got those feelings too" Nathan whispers .
it feels like I'm in a dream I can't even start to explain how much I have day dreamed of this moment before
"Cam say something, because right about now like my stomach keeps turning "
" I'm just in shock"
"well..i do and I been liking you for a while but I've ignored all the feelings for a while and since like 5 weeks ago I decided I didn't want to ignore them anymore"
no freaking way this is literally happening right now.
"nathan, I don't know what to say"
"Yeah, well a I'm glad you finally told me Nathan would be good" he said while he mocked me. He's such a child
"I'm glad you finally told me" I smile
"great because it was taking everything in me for me not to let you know how I really feel about you and that my kills me when I see all those boys look at you or touch you I just...." his face turned red and anger filled his eyes and that's when his phone started ringing
"its my dad" great Nathan's dad was calling he never called but all I know is Nathan loves him and every time they talk he gets in a good mood, when the call was over Nathan turned back to me
"my dad is in Brazil and he wants me to to over there for a week " he said getting closer to me
"when will you leave?" I said trying not to sound disappointed that he had to go
"today, I'll be back soon and we can figure out where we stand and what we feel for each other okay? I just shook my head up and down and pretended not to care that he felt this way about me but inside I was jumping up and down and I can feel my heart beat in my ears that how you know when you're really excited
"are you hungry nate?"
"Yeah,I'm starving "
"okay I'm going to cook bacon and eggs"
Nathan quickly smiled "can you do the strawberry milkshake?"
"yeah" Nathan and I favorite food was bacon eggs and we can't forget the milkshake we have always loved it specially from the waffle house
I walked towards the kitchen and started to cook our breakfast...wow I can't believe Nathan likes me....all that worrying and stressing for no reason,damn comes to show how over thinking is a girls worst enemy. ouch! I'm such an idiot I started to daydream about how things would go on from now and next thing you know I burn myself "ouch,ouch oh my god!!" a tear rolls down my face,I can usually take pain but when it comes to heat I can't , I just can't I quickly put a bandaid over my finger and serve the breakfast. wow it looked so delicious I couldn't believed I cooked it. I gave myself a clap in my head because my fingers hurt too much for me to actually do it so instead I just smiled
"foods ready!!!"
"I know I'm sure you can smell it from a mile away" Nathan said as he walked in the room "what's wrong with your finger" he quickly rushed over me, it's cute how much Nathan cares about me "let me see"
"its nothing nate,I just burned myself while I was cooking our food, it's no big deal"
"no,actually it is because I care about you and don't want you getting hurt not even if it's something as dumb as getting burned because I wanna be here to protect you from anyone anything and everything" ok now he's just being a little dramatic but I appreciate the concern
I smile as Nathan grabs my fingers ad slowly kisses the tips
"be more careful please"
"you know, I CAN take care of myself"
"yeah, I know but I do it so much better"
that smirk he puts !! it always gets me It's not even funny anymore all he has to do is put that smirk and no matter what the situation may be I wanna just grab his face and attack him with kisses...
"mhhhhmmm" I rolled my eyes
Nathan giggles and I can't help but smile and stare at him so I probably look like a total idiot but I could care less I'm telling you this boy is going to be the death of me
