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Danika's p.o.v;

I walked back into my room and sat down beside Ethan.
He looked really mad....

"What's wrong ?" I asked him.
He looked at me and started to breath heavily.
He stood up and went towards the door.
"Wait, what's wrong !?" I got louder.
"Just shut the fuck up Danika. Nobody wants to hear your annoying voice. I'm going home." He opened the door and left.

Ouch....

Michelle and Grayson stared at me with a sad look.
"He didn't mean it." Grayson said.
Michelle put her and on my back and hugged me.
"It's okay....he's always like that to me." I gave them a fake smile.
"I'll talk to him." Grayson said as he stood up.
"I stay with you" Michelle said.
"No ehm I am really tired" I lied
"You sure ?"
"Yeah"
"Okay. I'll call you later." Then they left.

I grabbed under my pillow my diary.
I took my pencil and began to write.

Dear diary,                                   03.12.16

A chipmunk asked me my name today. I told him it was Joe. That lie will haunt me forever...

Just kidding.

Dear diary,

I really don't understand why I have this feelings for him.
I try to be nice but I guess he just don't like me.
This guy seriously can't stand me!

He has beautiful eyes. The kind you can get lost in. And I guess I did.
It doesn't matter how mean he is, my feelings for him grow everyday more.
Nothing makes me happier and sadder than him.
The best feeling is when you look at him and he's already staring.
My heart flutters every time I see him.

                                                   I love him.....

I didn't realized that tears were rolling down my cheeks until one fall on my chest.
I wiped them away and put my diary back.

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Grayson's p.o.v;

I'm so pissed at Ethan.
He just told us that he 'loves' Danika and now he act like the biggest asshole in front of her.

I run into Ethan's room and slammed the door shut.
"What the fuck was that !? Who do you think you are !?" I yelled at him.
"Stop the fuck yelling at me. I'm right in front of you, clam down."
"I won't clam down. You told us that you loved Danika and then you say this shit to her. Bro she just asked 'what's wrong'. You know that you fucked up, right ?" My face was red because of the anger.

He didn't even tried to say something.....

"Forget it" I said and walked out.

I walked into my room where Michelle was waiting for me.
"What did he said ?" She asked.
"Nothing....he's an asshole" I yelled the last part to make sure that he heard it.

Michelle's p.o.v;

I went into Ethan's room and sat down beside him.
"So..." I started. " What was that at Danika's house ?!"
"I don't know. It just can out" he looked down and played with his bed sheets.
"Ethan you love her an-"
"Yeah Michelle, I do love her. And you know what ? It's the biggest mistake of my life. Since she's here everything has changed for me."
"It would be easier-" he again interrupted me.
"No stop." His voice cracked.
"Ethan-"
"Get out"
"But-"
"I said get the fuck outta my room." He yelled at me.
"Honestly you're the biggest asshole I've ever seen. I'm sure Danika would give you a chance but you just to blind to see it you son of a butternut squash." I yelled back.

Ethan's p.o.v;

I looked at her confused because of the last part.
Did she just called me a son of a butternut squash !?
"You didn't just called me a son of a butternut squash, right ?"
"I did and I am proud of myself!! Goodbye mofugger" She slammed my door shut.

This girl surprised me anew everyday....

Would Danika really give me a chance !?

I think now she wouldn't...I really fucked up!
I hate myself.

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-M 🎀

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