Impossible to say, difficult to write

Leaving

If you were to lose me,
Would you push me away,
Or love me more for the time that I stay?

I asked you this question,
And what did I get?
A curious look,
And then a promise.

A promise you would never leave.
A promise that you wouldn't hurt me.
The most sincere promise.
And I believed you.

I learned the truth today.
When you saw my scars you pushed me away.
Told me never to come back,
That you could not live with someone like that.
Someone with bruises and scars on her body.

I guess I will have to leave without your love.