My Thoughts..

Day 1

So it's like about 12 at night.. I did my homework for the first time during a school week. I usually just wait till Saturday, that way I have time to do other important things.. Yep so I should probably introduce myself. I'm just Abby. That's how everyone knows me, and that's what they use to describe me as. Well sometimes they call me,"Whore" or "Bitch". Either one is fine. I'm really used to them both.

For some reason I feel numb, tired, confused...honestly lost. I think I'm in love again.. And I hate it. My first love ended horribly, and I don't want to go down that road again. But the guy I want now..he's so amazing, we dated once and It was very frustrating. But that's just cause he's so depressed.. And I am too.. I'm okay though really! Haha..

Anyway, he's just perfect... In every way.. But the way we ended was him wanting my old best friend... And him trying to change me. But it's okay.. It's really okay... I would of let him if it wasn't for Dakota. But Dakota hates me now so..yeh... It's okay, lots of people hate me..

Honestly at the end of the day though, my life isn't that bad.. I just have a lot of shitty stuff pull me down... But I'll be okay.. I just need sleep.. Okay night..