Disappear

Chapter 1: Fith Grade Part 1

Hey people of the internet my name is Jacob McDonald and im not the ordinary kid you would see in a movie. I'm not the smart kid. I'm not the coolk kid. I'm the kind of kid who has 1 or 2 friends who were guys and the majority of them were girls. I'm the the kid u want me to be I am ME MYSELF and I and nobody could change that about me. I'm the kid who is in the back of Class never paying attention getting bad grades and have my little group of friends. By little I mean me my friend Kelsie and Angel.

I have to admit I did do good for the kid who never played attention. I don't really remember my average because of that let me say it was a 80 and if not worse trust me I was really dumb in 5th grade and I'm really dumb now. People would never try to be my friend more likely I would try to be the "Cool kids" friends because they had all the kids in the grad as there friends. All the kids except the outcasts. I would always think if I friends with the "coolk kids" I could actually have real and true friends who care for me and not some who were just using me. By using me I mean having the kid who looked like they needed help and tryed to fix me up so they can have more friends. But that never worked because I wouldn't let know one change me because I am ME MYSLF and I.

I always thought the friend "trying to fix me up" was my best friend in the whole wide world Kelsie Donnelly. But I realized Kelsie was not that kid of girl. She was Not the girl who is pritty and is the snotty bitch. Kelsie was the pritty amazing and did what she wanted to do and didn't take shit from Know one. Every time a kid would call me gay Kelsie would be there to defend me because I would always be afraid to speak up because I was a Nervous shy little scared kid.

Kelsie moved to my school in Second Grade (I think) we dated for like 1-3 day I don't remember now. We broke up because she started dating my cousin chase or hunter I don't really know which one because their twins and its been so long. But personally I think were Better off as being friends ands I think well scratch that I know she feels the same. Kelsie moved away at the end of Forth Grade but she moved back a little bit into Fith Grade. That's about the time she started to stop taking crap from everyone.

I remember this skirt she would always wear it was a pink Monster High skirt and I gotta say I loved that skirt everytime she wore it. But she hasent wore that since Fith Grade because this snotty girl Skylar Debor Would always make fun of her and pick on her and kelsie couldn't take it a anymore so she decided to stop wearing it. I know I told yall that kelsie took crap from Know one but Skylar could not stop so kelsie decided to stop wearing that skirt.  Well talk about Skylar later

Fith Grade was my favorite grade and also not my favorite grade.  One thing I remember is picture day I would look so ratchet and only worried about witch glasses I should of wore.  But now these days its all about looking good and I'm rocking my look.  Every picture day it would seem like my skin is getting darker and darker but finally I figured out that it was the lighting.  But I think a little part of me still believes I am getting darker as I grow, I am part Indian and I am one out of 3 out of 5 kids in my family who really show the Indian part in my DNA.  Even my famiky and belkive it or not my dentist even say I'm starting to show my Indian side.

I still remember my teacher Mr Conclin (sorry if spelt wrong).  He had a really messes up pinkey it was like the letter Z.  Her told us how it got like that he wasn't born like that.  He wads in a car crash many years ago.  Anyways his pinky smashed into the side of the hill he crashed on and really fucked it up.  And may I say only his pinkey got injured well I bet the care got fucked up I don't really know he never told us. 

In Mr Conclins class I would always find myself sleeping once or tewicw but Mr Conclin would make sure to make me wake up.  By that I mean he would always kick the corner of my desk.  I also remember this one time when we went into Mr Conclins room right before lunch.  Mr Conclin  must have memory lost or something because he thought we have already ate and made everyone who has packed pout their lunches back into their lockers.  after a minute or so someone told him we needed to go to lunch the the whole class laughed and he told us how he is getting old then sent us all off to lunch.

Look for part 2 its coming out soon