Just once you tell yourself
Then once turns to twice
Two turns to four
Four to eight
Eight to sixteen
Sixteen to thirty two
Thirtytwo and this monster has consumed you
64 and you are crying behind closed doors
128 and its too late
256 you realize you are sick
512 and you are going to hell
1024 you tell yourself no more
2048 you start to worry about your weight
Eating is rare but you dont care
Where did i go wrong
Everyone told me i was so strong
But it wasnt long before this to seemed to be a lifelong disease
Then it clicked your an addict
Addicted to pain cause in your brain its only raining
You look in the mirror and you fear
Fear that you lost yourself and now your gone that bright smiling little girl you used to be never to return
All because you made that first cut
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
Cut
Puisi*TRIGGER WARNING* If you are sensitive to topics of self harm you may not want to read this. Its not really a story more of a poem. Hope you like it.
