You blew some soap bubbles
I watched them float away with the light breeze of air
that tangled my hair all over again
You laughed with that sweet laugh of yours
with honey lips and flowery scent
that attracted all the bees
I was a bee, too.
And there was summers that my short spike pierced your soft skin
and there was winters that i had to spend far away
and all those summers and winters
i felt sorry
perhaps upset
for all the things i did wrong
but the next spring you just said you had healed
and it was all okay
but i could see from those dark eyes of yours
that your words were white like snow
covered with powdery lies
about how i didn't hurt you
and how you didn't care
When all you did the next autumn
Was yelled and screamed
under all those lies.
Winter came, it snowed a little more on your endless lies
And i thought that even sun couldn't melt them away.
Summer came,
your snow turned into water and it wasn't grass
or flowers
or even mud
what it hid underneath
It was a smile
A big, bright smile
the brightest, fake smile i've ever seen.
And the flower you once had
The honey and the scent
It all was gone now
Like the bees that surrounded you in the summer.
And so was i.
