Finding Your INNER SPARKEL But DOING IT ALL WRONG

CHAPTER 2

Thursday, August 14

Today I've been so bored I baily touched my phone. I thought if I did people would ask me why did I leave so unexpectedly and why didn't I come to school today! And yes I know Im going to have a lot of homework I'm going to have to catch up with and all those notes gosh I just wonder who is getting all these stuff for me?

*{ TEXT FROM JARED }*

JARED: hy HUD
ME: hy g u
JARED: I'm good what happens yesterday you missed our study session?
ME: OH YA, sorry I missed it its just that I'm not home and if you didn't c that I didn't come to skool
JARED: oh ya, were r u?
ME: I'm in CAPE TOWN
JARED: really wow, all the best
ME: THANX I'll need it a lot
JARED: SURE thing when are you coming back?
ME: Monday but hopefully I'll be able to go to school that day????
JARED: OK
ME: look bae I got to go! Talk to later hy
JARED: sure thing. Bye
ME: bye

OH NOO!!!!  I feel like I did something wrong!! I always do something wrong but never notice it after a while! Like really I never do anything right!

I don't know do you think I should go ask him on WhatsApp or not? Its so hard to choose! If I do don't you  think that he would think that I just wanted to avoid him or even I can't stop talking to him? Gosh this is so flipen hard!

*{ TEXT FROM MACKENZIE }*

MACK: hy girl why you offline? You should be online talking to JARED! :-)
ME: I know but girl I feel like I did something wrong, plus I was chatting to him just now not so long ago
MACK: SHAME boo, why do you feel that???
ME: I don't know like when I talk to him he is forever quiet but when he is around his friends he is so cute and talkative!!!!!!
MACK: OHHH OK I'll try and talk to him k don't worry!!
ME: OK boo I got to go bye text me when you here any extra info

NOW THATS WHAT I CALL A VERY GOODFRIEND!!!! she is always there right by side when I need her and i'll always be there when she needs me! Look at that she wants to help me with my love problems when I didn't even ask her she just knew I need help with this problem and she is willing to help me! I love her to bits! I just hope that our problems will be solved quickly???????

She is bacily my second last option before I have to breakdown! Im just doing everything wrong!

It starts with me being happy about something then it ends up with me angry and sad!I'm positive that this whole thing started with my mom coming to pick me up for Cape Town, and I got frustrated and stressed out about school life and homework

I just can't believe I saying this but I can't wait for when I go back to school! Seriously!

So any way in a few minutes time we will be going to the beach, I can't wait because I just need a break from all this. I just need a me time to think what I did wrong and about all that homework I'm going to have to catch up with!

So for now I need to get ready bye! :-)

Friday,August 15

Today we have just been spring cleaning the entire venue getting ready for tommorow! OMG I just hated it because I was being sent the entire time as if I were their little puppy to send around! Gosh I just hate it when people send ME around to do things  I don't even want to do!

I'm so tired even my sweat is complaining! Can you believe it, sweat can complain? My feet are swallen and painful I just wish I could put them in ice water!!!!! Literally if you were to see them you would be so surprised.

Not so long ago my granny asked me to and give her the remote but she it was right next to her! I, whoever was  upstairs in my room gosh imagine she killed my vibe and on top of that all I was about to go online but then my mother called me to come and help her cook. Don't get me wrong, I love cooking but doing it whilst your feet are killing you NOooooo I can't do that shame no! Like have you ever experienced the part when your about to sit down and one of your OLDER relatives call you????? I just nhate those moments!!

I just wished that could just stop time for just a few minutes and relax!!

Anyway so then we started preparing food when my very old good friend of mine, of when I still used to live in Cape Town Nyakallo came over to say hi and I was so excited to see her because I litteraly never came back to Cape Town since 2\3 years ago and it felt like forever for me she was my actual true best friend I miss her and all but I needed to move on and now my NEW best friend is going to be Mackenzie and I'm sure that I'm not going to regret it!!  :-)

So she is still here now she was my surprise from my parents and now she is going to sleep over till we go back home. I was happy but I seriously miss my friends! I just wish I could talk to them face to face

*{Face time call from mack}*

Omg why does she wanna talk via face time?

Two hours later …

Wow it was so great seeing her face to phone, I would say face to face but it was via gone so I can't !!!!!we were talking for wait let me check ....... 2 HOURSSSSSS!!!! I'm sure my parents are wondering who I was talking to?????oh here come nyaki got go talk later !!!!

                                                            *{ nyakallo talking }*

Hey there Jessica's diary I'm Nyakallo Jessica is gone for a while she is gone to prepare food for tomorrow. She will be gone for a little while so im going to the her place for now! Did you know that jess used to look so much like a nerd! With braces on, and the glasses omg she was such a nerd she loved books so much and now that she moved to Guateng she hasn't been talking to me!

Hopefully after this visit she will miss more! Bye