Never Mind

Never mind how much I thought I loved you, never mind what I thought we had.
It all became a distant memory, once I realized it was actually sad.
It was sad how blind I was of things I never once did deserved.
It was sad how you played vacant, while I stayed faithfully reserved.
Never mind the words I would pour out to you, oh so late in the night,
except my words said the evening my fearful thoughts became painfully right.

You were just a trial run, a test run on my heart.
The experience I gained with you was only a start,
to my life-long path I must take, and you were only a small part, of the many things that will cause my heart to ache.

Never mind the lies you told, the games you played.
Jokes over, words out, you left, I stayed.

Never mind this time we shared together,
I somehow always knew you weren't interested in forever.

Never mind, I was wrong. We were never meant to be.
And if we stayed a little longer, the poison would increase, I myself would eventually choose to leave.

Now I have a lot ahead of me, I must be on my way,
but I do wish you a great life, that you enjoy each day.

Never mind the tears shed, the pain felt,
I wish to no longer fuss and fight.
Just never mind this simple poem...
Nothing ever happened. Am I right?

~TLC