Chapter 1

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A/N- This is my first story and will be under major editing for a while so please bear with me!
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BEEP BEEP BEEP
"Ugghhh" I tapped the snooze button on my iPhone 6s Plus. I layed in bed, replaying the dreams and flashbacks in my mind.
~flashback~
"Don't worry about me sweetie. I'll be just fine ok. Don't forget this. When you grow up to be a strong, successful, young woman. I will always be with you whispering in your ear. 'Hush little baby don't you cry, mama's gonna sing you a lullaby. Remember that when you go away, mama's gonna be here forever to stay.' I'm sorry baby, but it looks like I can't stay long enough. I love you."

Those were my mothers final words. After that, All I I could do was cry. Cry, cry, cry for 3 months straight. I was 13 years old when my mom passed and I couldn't do anything to help her. But it was all my fathers fault. I didn't know this until 2 months after she passed, when my dad became a major alcoholic and I began suffering deep depression.

~flashback~
My father stumbled in the door, with a beer bottle in hand. I was sitting on the couch watching tv when I heard glass break. He had dropped the bottle and came over to me. "Watcha doin' kiddoooo...?" He said, slurring his words. "Watching tv" I said, scared shitless. He began touching me out of nowhere. I struggled and tried pushing him off me but he had pinned my hands above my head. "D-dad...wha-at a-are you...doing....?" I said barely being able to get the words out. (Dream gets cut off by alarm)

Sighing, I swung my feet over the edge of the bed putting on my slips and walking out to the bathroom. I will never forget my horrific childhood. Turning on the shower, I undress and step in letting the warm water hit my body. I get out and dry myself before putting my clothes on and checking my face. I put on some lipstick and a little mascara because I am against a lot of make-up. I feel as if it is only for insecure people and I am not an insecure person. I love me and even though I have a horrible past I wouldn't change my life for the world. Heading downstairs, I grabbed an apple and my car keys and headed out the door.
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