I feel my soul tear away from my conscience
I hear my own cry for help from a distance
I don't know who I am anymore
I just know I'm nothing like I was before
I watch my heart bleed out on the floor
In the same place where he left it
but he took my essence with him and kept it
I saw through his plan to break me, and let it
The sad thing is, I still miss his touch
He was my world, but he wasn't much
I try to move on to better things
but I still call him, and he lets it ring
So finally I wipe my tears
and look up for the first time in what seems like years
It's taking all I have to face my facts
To brush myself off and stop looking back
From what once was my life, I'm forever apart
Now I gather my strength and pick up my heart
to take my first step to a fresh new start.
