CLARISSA'S HOUSE STILL
GARRETTS POV
I COULDNT GET OVER THE FACT MY SISTER KNEW BOTH DOC AND KNUX AS MUCH AS AMBER HAD SAID . NO WONDER THOSE TWO WERE GRINNING EAR TO EAR WHEN THEY SAW HER AT THE SHOW LAST NIGHT . ESPECIALLY AFTER SHE WON AMBERS TITLE .... I NEEDED TO GET THE STORY FROM THEM AS WELL SINCE IHEARD AMBERS SIDE OF THINGS FROM WHAT SHE KNEW ABOUT IT .
SO OUT TO THE GYM I WENT IN SEARCH OF DOC AND KNUX . HOPING THAT I WOULDNT FIND KEN , TAZZ, BULLY , OR ANY OF THE OTHER GUYS YET . I REALLY WANTED TO CHAT WITH THOSE TWO ALONE AND FIND OUT WHY THEY JUST WALKED AWAY LIKE THEY DID NEVER TO TALK TO MY SISTER AGAIN UNTIL NOW .....
DOCS POV
DAMN ...... CLARISSA LOOKED BETTER NOW THAN SHE DID ALL THOSE YEARS AGO WHEN WE LEFT..... I STILL LOVED THE LITTLE GIRL . WELL SHES NOT SO LITTLE ANYMORE AND SHES BECOME ONE HELL OF A FINE WOMAN NOW .....
MAYBE KNUX AND I SHOULD TALK TO HER ABOUT WHY WE LEFT LIKE WE DID ALL THOSE YEARS AGO ? WE BOTH KNEW HOW SHE COULD BE BACK THEN AND HOW SHE HAD A TEMPER ON HER WHEN SHE WAS UPSET OR PISSED OFF ABOUT THINGS AROUND HER .
I NEVER MEANT TO HURT HER WHEN I LEFT LIKE I DID BACK THEN . BUT SHE WAS SO YOUNG AND I COULDNT HANDLE THE FACT SHE CHOSE THAT SICK S.O.B OVER KNUX AND I . KNOWING WHAT I DO NOW I WISH I NEVER LEFT AND WOULD HAVE STAYED THEN MAYBE SHE WOULDNT HAVE SPENT 6 YEARS IN HELL LIKE SHE HAD .......
I MUST HAVE BEEN SO LOST IN MY THOUGHTS OF THE PAST AND HOW I COULD MAKE THINGS RIGHT AGAIN WITH CLARISSA THAT I DIDNT EVEN HEAR OR SEE GARRETT STANDING IN FRONT OF ME . NEXT THING I KNEW GARRETT BALLED UP HIS FIST AND PUNCHED ME HARD IN THE JAW .........
I KNEW HE PROBALLY FOUND OUT FROM EITHER AMBER OR HIS SISTER THAT WE KNEW EACH OTHER . AND HE KNEW I HAD HURT HER DEEPLY WHEN I LEFT THE WAY I DID ....... SO I GUESS I DESERVED IT.......
DAMN IT GARRETT WHAT WAS THAT FOR ?
THAT WAS FOR HURTING MY SISTER YOU ASS ......... WHY DIDNT YOU AND KNUX TELL US YOU KNEW WHO SHE WAS AND WHERE SHE WAS ALL THIS TIME ? YOU GUYS USE TO BE SO CLOSE WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO CHANGE THAT BESIDES THE FACT SHE LOVED YOU BOTH AND YOU JUST WALKED AWAY LIKE THAT ? ESPECIALLY AFTER SHE TOLD YOU THE ONE THING ABOUT HER THAT SHE KEPT A SECRET YOU BOTH BEGAN TO ADVOID HER LIKE THE PLAGUE ..... EXPLAIN TO ME WHY DOC .....
GARRETT I ... I ....I.....
YOU WHAT DOC ? IM WAITING TO HEAR YOUR SIDE OF THINGS NOW THAT I HEARD AMBERS VERSION OF WHAT HAPPENED FROM WHAT MY SISTER TOLD HER AT LEAST ..... RIGHT NOW CLARISSA IS IN THERE WITH WES CRYING HER EYES OUT OVER YOU AND KNUX . NOW YOU BETTER START EXPALINING AND HAVE A DAMN GOOD EXPLAINATION OR SO HELP ME GOD ONCE KEN AND TAZZ FINDS OUT BOTH YOU AND KNUX WOULD BE WISHING THEY HADNT FOUND OUT IN THE FIRST PLACE ......... NOW START EXPLAINING ! ! ! ! ! ! !
DOC SIGHED THEN HUNG HIS HEAD RUBBING THE BACK OF HIS NECK AND THEN LOOKING AROUND TO MAKE SURE NOONE ELSE WAS AROUND THEN HE SSTARTED EXPLAINING HIS SIDE OF THINGS ....
GARRETT WHEN I LEFT I HAD A DAMN GOOD REASON FOR LEAVING . I LEFT BECAUSE I WAS IN LOVE WITH YOUR SISTER . SHE WAS ONLY ABOUT 17 AT THE TIME . I LEFT BECAUSE I COULDNT HANDLE MY FEELINGS FOR HER ANYMORE . I WANTED TO BE THE GUY YOUR SISTER WANTED TO BE WITH AND LOVE . I GUESS BACK THEN I NEVER ONCE THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT SHE MIGHT BE FEELING OR GOING THROUGH WITH YOUR MOTHER AND HER EX AND HIS COUSIN WHO I MIGHT ADD WERE SICK TWISTED BASTARDS . I LOVED YOU SISTER MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE IN THE WORLD ....... OH HELL WHO AM I KIDDING I STILL LOVE THE LITTLE GIRL ........... WELL SHES NOT A LITTLE GIRL ANYMORE BUT A WOMAN BUT STILL YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN . BACK THEN I GUESS I THOUGHT SHE ONLY SAW ME AND KNUX AS HER " ADOPTED " OLDER BIG BROTHERS . I NEVER KNEW HOW SERIOUS THINGS WERE THAT WAS GOING ON WITH CLARISSA AT THE TIME . BACK THEN I JUST THOUGHT SHE WANTED ATTENTION FROM US BECAUSE THATS WHAT IT SEEMED LIKE..... IF I SERIOUS THOUGHT YOUR SISTER WAS IN THAT MUCH DANGER I WOULD NEVER HAVE LEFT LIKE I DID BACK THEN . AND IM SURE KNUX WOULD SAY THE SAME THING . I CAN ONLY TELL YOU MY SIDE OF THINGS BUT I DO KNOW THAT HE ALSO FELT THE SAME WAY I DID BACK THEN . WE BOTH FELL HARD FOR YOUR SISTER BACK THEN . BUT SHE WAS SO YOUNG LIKE I SAID AND WE WERE OLDER THEN SHE WAS AND I GUESS WE DIDNT THINK HOW MUCH IT WOULD HURT HER WHEN WE LEFT LIKE WE DID . I REGRET IT EVER DAY MORE AND MORE FOR WALKING AWAY LIKE I DID . YOU DONT KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I WANTED TO JUST GO TO YOU AND KEN AND TAZZ AND TELL YOU I KNEW WHERE SHE WAS ALL THIS TIME . I GUESS I ALSO JUST WANTED TO KEEP THAT LITTLE PART OF YOUR SISTER WITH ME A LITTLE LONGER, AND TO BE HONEST I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT IT UNTIL KNUX AND I SAW HER AGAIN AFTER ALL THEESE YEARS AT THE SHOW LAST NIGHT . I KNEW WE SHOULD HAVE SAID SOMETHING THEN BUT I JUST COULDNT DO IT . I DONT KNOW WHY OTHER THEN I GUESS EVEN AFTER ALL THIS TIME SEEING YOUR SISTER IN THE RING DOING SOMETHING SHE LOVES TO DO AND DOES SO WELL , I GUESS IT JUST BROUGHT BACK OLD MEMORIES OF THE THREE OF US AND THE GOOD TIMES WE ALL HAD BEFORE WE LEFT .
