I AM CORAL RAYNE

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I AM CORAL RAYNE…

I DON’T KNOW WHAT I AM.

I AM FROM PALE ROSEY LIES,

LOST AND FADED LIKE BLACK AND WHITE.

I WONDER ABOUT MY DEMISE,

SECRET CRIES WITHIN THE NIGHTS.

I SEE IMAGES HIDDEN WITHIN THE LIES:

A LONELY EYE, WHOM DOES SEARCH THESE NIGHT SKIES?

I HEAR THE PERFECTION OF THE SYMPHONIES SO FULL OF STARK CRIES;

A GENERATION THAT’S WOVEN OF FADED LIES, NIGHT SKIES, AND

STARK CRIES—AM I?

I AM CORAL RAYNE…

I DON’T KNOW WHO I AM.

I SAY WORDS SOFT-SPOKEN,

FADED AND BROKEN.

I PRETEND I KNOW ME,

EVEN WHEN THE ME I KNOW HAS NOT YET SPOKEN.

I FEEL VULNERABLE AND LOST AND ALWAYS BROKEN,

SHATTERED LIKE GLASS, SCATTERED LIKE STARS.

I WORRY ABOUT LOSING THE SELF I HAVE YET TO FIND;

I HAVE YET TO BE WOKEN.

I CRY ABOUT LIFE’S EVERY SORROW—

THESE TEARS THAT WILT ARE SOFT, SALTY, AND SPOKEN.

I AM CORAL RAYNE…

I DON’T KNOW WHY I AM.

I UNDERSTAND NOTHING AT ALL TO KEEP THE INNOCENCE THAT REMAINS—

JUST TO AVOID A LIFE FULL OF PAIN.

I DREAM OF MY CRYING RAINS DANCING UPON ASIAN PLAINS,

A SOFT UNSPOKEN PAIN THAT WILL FOREVER REMAIN.

I TRY TO FIGURE OUT WHAT LIFE IS ABOUT,

WHAT AM I ABOUT? WHAT REMAINS IN THESE VEINS?

I HOPE I CAN LOVE THE ONE PERSON THAT I NEVER HAD,

THE PERSON I HOPE REMAINS THESE DARK DAYS EVEN THOUGH HE’S A

PAIN AWAY.

I AM CORAL RAYNE AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT I AM, WHO I AM, OR

WHY I AM. I JUST KNOW THAT I AM FROM PALE ROSES, WORDS

SOFT-SPOKEN—FROM A PERSON I HAVE COME TO LOVE. I AM CORAL RAYNE

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