Laying on a bed in a motel room, his pale cold hand touched my thigh and i can feel his deep breath on my neck.. I'm so done with him, I'm so done with his bullshit but he cant stop reminding me of the first time I fell for his blue pale eyes.
He was the best thing ever and I was such a fool for him, I left my world for him but later i found out that he only wanted my body, he didnt ask for my heart, he asked for somethings else.
but I kept falling harder and harder for him..It's 12:12 am right now, we're laying on a bed thinking about our sad and hard life. he started to touch me again, i feel disgust.
I moved his hands away from my skin but he started to touch me again, i can't take this anymore.
I removed his hands and stood up.
"What's wrong with you?" these words came straight out of his mouth.
"I'm so done with this, can you just please stop being such an asshole everytime we're around each other?? please stop being such a dirty pig" I said to him with a rude tune.
"You didnt just say that" he said.
"I did babe" I said with a rude tune again.
I can see anger on his face, oh here we go again.
He's coming towards me oh god not again
"ARE YOU FUCKING INSANE VIOLET?? YOU HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHT TO TALK TO ME LIKE THAT YOU'RE GOING TO PAY FOR WHAT YOU DID" he said loudly and he put his hands around my neck and he hit me towards a wall and he started to choke me.
I can't breathe oh god i dont wanna die, I saw a lamp behind me.
I hold the lamp and hit him hard on his head.
He passed out, shitttt what should i do right now oh fuck he's bleeding..
I opened the door and started to run away..I don't know where I'm going.
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I'm tired now from walking all these miles on my feet..i saw the sign that says "Brooklyn Street".
I sat down on the ground and thinking about what I did to grayson i'm so scared, what if he died? I dont wanna go to prison because of this pig.
The street is so empty..maybe because it's 4:50 in the morning..It's just me and the street lights.
I see someone's coming from the end of the street and he's walking too fast, please god, dont make it a drunk old man or a rapist.
that someone is coming closer and closer..I'm terrified right now, should I run again?
But i'm tired and I have no place to go in this time..and my family thinks that i'm sleeping in my friend's house even though I dont have any friends.
Grayson was my only friend,boyfriend,lover,addiction.
but it's all gone right now..I hate him.
That someone is standing next to me right now.
Shit, He's grayson.
