HOLD BACK

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"Linda get your lazy ass out of bed. Don't make me come up there young lady,"Heather -i mean my mum kept on screaming from downstairs probably the kitchen.

I jumped out of bed and dragged myself to the bathroom. I glared at my reflection in the mirror everything about me was just plain old boring . My dull brown eyes stared back at me , my long brown hair was all over the place i looked like a sea monster. Oh well... I quickly showered and dressed quickly.You obiviously want to know what am wearing ok i wore black leggings and a big hoddie plus my blue all stars.

I grabbed my bag pack and went downstairs found my mum preparing a cup of tea. Immediately she looked up at me she started glaring at me. My mum Heather Walter was the exact opposite of what i am she was tall slim,with blonde hair and blue eyes which where glaring at me .

"Ok...," I said akwadly walking past her to get something to eat.

"Ok? Nothing is ok young lady starting with your attitude ." She said still glaring at me.
This happened every morning so dont be suprised
"Your outfit is hideous and look at your hair did you comb it? and dont get me started with your shoes bla bla bla..." Yeah i always block out her words because thats the best thing to do for her.

I took a bite on my sandwich and continued staring at her while she kept on talking. My mum expected me to be the perfect girl well because she was or still is i really dont know . Anyways she owns this fashion company or whatever it is but she wants me to be like one of those girls that wear make up and look like dolls.

"I will see you later mum" i say after eating she says something that i cant understand but i think its about my shoes.

I walk to school because its not far and because i cant stand being in the same car with Heather.

Its the begining of senior year at Weanter High School that name sounds weired . As i enter the school gates i can see ever one hugging as if they havent seen each other for years. Oh i forgot to tell you i hate this school its too annoying plus the people in it including Andy , dont tell her i said that. I know you are wondering for Andy is right? Shes my friend and we met in junior year when she was new and i helped her to find her classroom. She calls,herself my best friend but i dont believe in that girly crap shes just my friend and a very annoying one.

And just as i thought , am forced into a hug by Andy who had walked to me a while ago.
" I've missed you so much Lin ," she looks at me carefully"awww.. you look taller and yor hair looks daker and-"
"Cut the crap Andy you saw me yesterday,"I glare at her

"Ok i was just trying to act like everyone else,"she says while looking behind me. I turn around to see what shes looking at . And as i thought she was looking at Blake Collins who was talking with his chilque "the drool worth boys" as she called them.

She had this stupid crush on Blake and always acted crazy around him like in our English class in junior year she kept on asking me to see if his looking at her and the asshole kept on catching me . Poor boy thinks I like him all because of Andy.

"Stop staring at the boy"  I said and she blused like a tomato. Girls make me sick.

"Lets go get our schedules " she says while twirling a strand of her red hair still looking at Blake.

We move towards the secretary's office and she begins babbling of how she hopes we have our classes together she also says something about her approaching Blake.like I care!

Once we get our schedules I realize I only have Biology with Andy and that's after lunch.

"Aww too bad we only have biology together Lin am gonna be bored" she says in a sad tone.

The bell rings and Andy gives me another borne crushing hug and then runs towards her class talk about dramatic.

I walk towards my first class which is math. Great.when will  I graduate? 

I enter the classroom and take a sit next to the window for it will at least occupy my mind looking outside. I do not even notice that the class is full already until I hear the teacher's voice who introduces himself as  Ben or something like that.

I take out my notebook and begin taking notes and just five minutes into the lesson the class is interrupted by Logan Stone.

"And why are you late Mr. Stone?" Ben asks
"I was occupied ,"he replies .

He then looks around the classroom probably for where to sit and his green eyes land on my brown ones for just a second. I feel my insides shake maybe it's the sandwich I  had this morning.
He moves to my desk and looks at me. I notice the entire class is looking at me and this makes me hate Logan Stone more than I already do.

"Is this seat taken?" He asks in a very deep and sexy voice.yummy!
I look up at him and shake my head and he sat down right next to me. 

I look at him through the corner of my eye and see him taking notes.  Wow this is news.
OK I know that your asking yourself why I hate him well  I hate him coz his so perfect I mean his voice is just so sexy his eyes I've just realised a blue and green and his tall with his brown bed head I mean could God be more unfair?

OK maybe I had a tiny crush on him since grade school don't tell a single soul or I will crush you.
He is the bad boy and am a bad girl.  Bad boys always go for good girls.  At least that's what Andy always tells me.
By the time class ended I let out a breath that I was holding when Logan left without a word.

I walked to my history class which was boring I slept through  it. By the time I left my literature class I was so tired I dragged myself to the lunch room.

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