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True Self Challenge/tag (long) life story

So now, the four years at this house was done. We thought it was getting close to the time we could buy the house and finally have a place to stay forever.

But, our landlord got divorced and his wife took over with the property. She was nice to use at first but after a few months she up and decided to give us a 1 month notice to leave the place even after she had promised that we could buy it.

Yeah, she was about as two faced as they come.

There was no way in HELL we could find a place to go in that amount of time with such a big family and pets. We fought it as hard as we could in court. And we were sure that there was no way she could do that to us after we had signed the lease. But one morning not long after we woke up to the sheriff knocking at our door saying we had 4 hours to clear out our whole house and move everything out.

We did it thanks to my dad having and old semi type truck for his old fruit stand so that's where we put most of our things. (mind you we lost a lot of our belongings because we couldn't take everything.)

But now we had no where to go. And with a little baby too.

Our grandpa who lived an hour away let us live at his place because he was on vacation for a few weeks. So we stayed there until we could get our bearings. We ended up moving to the province where my dad was working because we couldn't find a place in our city. (Which cost a lot)

We lived in my dad's work province for about 6 months until a pipe broke in the basement and flooded the whole place. It was unable to be lived in.

We stayed in a hotel for about 4 weeks. No housing available to accommodate our whole family caused us to move back to the previous province we lived in.

We though it would be better anyways because that's where our family lived.

My sister became pregnant again and that was super hard to deal with because she couldn't even take care of one baby, and because she was going through so much mentally because of her disease and health issues, she took it out on us, she ended up being emotionally and mentally abusive to us all especially my mom and I. In short that time was absolute hell.

I became really depressed with everything going on because I couldn't see a way out of anything. It seemed like I would be trapped forever because of school and I couldn't talk to anyone and I was constantly alone, we couldn't let my sister live on her own because we were afraid for her children, and I literally had no one to talk to. Not even my family would talk to me about it. I just felt alone and like no one cared. I would have given anything to have someone to talk to. But I knew I couldn't make any friends because I was to busy taking care of my nieces and I couldn't talk to anyone because of school. I was to scared that I might slip up and get taken away from everyone I loved...even my little brother.
They don't keep siblings together in foster systems...

Now this year next we had to move back to my dads province again because it was just to expensive living appart and I was finally able to make a couple of friends...all they know is I haven't been able to get a hold of the curriculum for this province which is true! It took months for them to get back to us with the forms for the school books but the only thing is. In order to get them you have to put down what your last completed school year was...and if we did that...yeah...

So again we stayed out of school, tried to stay hidden and keep to ourselves. The only time we really got to go out was when we went to Church, which was basically the highlight of my week, the people there were so caring and helpful and the pastor really inspired and lifted me up too. I started feeling like things were getting better. I wasn't so down all the time, and I really thought these people would accept me for who I was. I slowly started opening up to people.