She was alone

I love you nobody else.

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3yrs old

Hi daddy it's me your little princess I hope everything's OK you went away a few weeks ago but I thought you were going to be back sooner, everybody's lost their smile and I can't fix it, nobody talks about you anymore and every time I ask where you are they look at me with sad eyes and I don't know why please come back soon I miss you.

5yrs old

Hi daddy it's me again, where are you? we went somewhere special today and I had to wear a special dress and when we were there, there was a box with a flag on it I still don't know what it is though no one will tell me, mommy's ignoring me and I don't know why, does she not love me anymore, no one tells me anything about the box just that ill understand when in older.

8yrs old

Why didn't they tell me ......why? I only found out yesterday and I ended up crying myself to sleep, all these years not knowing that you left all that time ago and I just thought you had to stay away longer than planned, things have been alright apart from mum getting a new boyfriend who just hurts me not touching me but saying things that hurt like "its you're fault for him dying not the war" and other things but sometimes they really hurt and he won't stop.

10yrs old

Hi daddy school isn't going well I'm bullied a lot because of things I wear but I only wear them because john ,mum's boyfriend, hurts me so I have a lot of bruises and scars so now not only does he hurt me with words but hurts me with his fists too, I want to get away but I can't I'm too young, sorry daddy I'm not strong like you I can't stop the hurting like you could if you where me.

13yrs old

Daddy it won't stop, nobody tries to stop it, it just carries on people are bullying me more because one day during P.E some girls took a picture of me getting changed showing the scars I have and because of that I get hurt more and more its unbearable I just want it to all go away.

16yrs old

Hi daddy please forgive me I had no choice it's my only escape and the other thing is the only thing I have control over, I'm so so sorry daddy I've started cutting but I can't stop its addicting and for the other thing I've became mute I don't struggle because I hardly ever spoke so nobody misses my voice, I'm so so sooo sorry daddy I can't help it  it's the only thing I can do, I thought about joining the army like you but it just reminds me of you too much, please don't hate me everyone els does and you're the only one I trust.

18yrs old

Hi daddy I've thought about this and no one will miss me so I decided I'm going to do it I'm going to come and live with you see you soon daddy I love you and nobody els.

*yeah I know it's not that emotional don't judge never said I was good at this stuff did I? well anyway don't write hateful comments please*